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Its been 2 years now without my friend here with me. everytime the day comes up when they let him go i get upset bc hes not here with me. it would make my life eaiser if he was here. i had a dream about him last night. it tore me apart bc he killed himself in my dream. it reminds me of what he did 2 years ago. What do i Do?
R.I.P
CJ Collins 1993-2008 He was a Awesome Kid I Love you n Miss you You learn at a certain pace. Then that pace goes away. Then you try and try to do everything you can. Then it gets harder. Then you give up. Then its all over. Leslie |
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Re: Its been 2 years -
December 21st 2010, 11:43 PM
Awwwwww!! I'm so sorry! I think that you love your friend a lot and feel slightly responsible for his death just bc friends should have friend's backs even tho..you are NOT the reason he died and NOT the reason he was depressed....you may have gotten into arguments the way everyone does but i doubt you are responsible for his death hmmm...I think you could write to him...or just keep a diary and address letters to him...im not sure if you believe in God or an afterlife but maybe pretending you have some lasting connection to him even tho he's gone might bolster your self-esteem and security that he's doing okay now and you know he knows you still care about him and value your friendship
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