Triggering (Grieving): My mom and brother

[Braddley]

My mom died when I was three years old. By a fucking drunk driver that my twin brother was put in a coma. He was in a coma for 12 years and this august we let him go to heaven. My older siblings Greg and Sam give me a hard time. They tell me things like our mom would never have loved you. She would lock you up. She would kick me out of the house. They say my twin brother Luke should of been alive not me. My older sister and brother don't live at home but they harass me everyday bye sending me an awful text saying I should just kill myself. My dad tells them to stop but they never listen. When I have friends at the house and my older siblings are there she does not let them in the house because I am gay and don't deserve to have friends. I wish my brother could of made it out of the coma because I really need a family member to love me. He is now in heaven with my mom but I have no one on my side. My mom would of been forty a few days ago. I wish I could of known her because my dad said she was a really inspiring person. He says that she had volunteered for Special Olympics office. I have a younger brother that has down syndrome and I can't really tell him what's going on in my life because he is basically a three year old for life. I taught him how to use a mono ski and now does it on his own. I love my baby brother but I get treated horribly by people in my family

[alibear101]

hey braddley,
i am so sorry for everything that has happened to you. i have also suffered the lose of a loved one but i cannot imagine losing one of my parents, ever. letting your brother go must have been the hardest thing in the world for you.i cannot believe that your own siblings would do that to you. that is just so cruel. the whole thing with them being alive and not you is so unbelievably wrong, you deserve to be alive. things happen in life for a reason no matter how twisted or wrong they are. you should not kill yourself. oh my gosh i want to just kick your siblings butts. they are so mean. i can only imagine what you are going through. i know that your mom would have loved and cared for you. just because you are gay does not mean that you don't deserve to have friends. i believe that everyone should be equal, and that no one should be treated any differently because of who they love. i can only imagine what you are going through but i care and you deserve to be happy. stay strong <3