I don't know if there is a better place to post this but it is about a dream I have been having

[Snuffalupagis]

Ever since I was seven which is as far back as I can remember I having been having this same sort of dream. It is a bit hard to explain but I will try. I have this dream when I am asleep and when I am daydreaming. So that means very often. it is a place where everything is blue because blue is my favorite color. It hasn't always been blue. the place is always whatever color my favorite color is so it has been yellow pink purple and green but for the last 3 years it has been blue. my special blue world and everything in it is blue even the people. Yes there are people in this world and they are my friends. my mind is what I call this place because it exists inside my mind. about 2 weeks ago I got in a fight with my friends it was a really silly and pointless fight but they all got really mad at me. Except for Mandie she is my BEST friend she was the only one who stood up for me but we were out numbered. And they actually kicked me out of my own mind! I didn't even know this was possible. ever since we had that fight 2 weeks ago and I got kicked out I haven't had the dream of my blue place. after 7 years dreaming of this place and then gone. And I have been having trouble sleeping because of it. Is it normal to be sad about this? I mean it wasn't real anyways but I feel so lonely now. Every once in a while I can hear Mandie's voice but I can't here what she saying to me and I really miss her. Has anyone else ever had this sort of dream and what does it mean that all of a sudden i am not having it anymore? why do I feel so alone and empty? please help.

[Snuffalupagis]

75 people read it and nobody knew what to say i guess. not that there would be much to say in the first place. i'm sorry I even posted this it makes no sense and probably isn't important or interesting anyways. i guess this thread can be closed or canceled or w.e its called.

[noveras]

The blue world is probably a set of another world that you want to live in because it changes when you change and because it happened both when you asleep and day dream I guess it is the world the way you see it.

I think just like me you have a very big imagination. I love to create a world of my own in my mind and be what I want to be.Everything seems possible but as I grew up I found out it is becoming harder for me to enter my "world" and eventually I can't enter it at all anymore.

I know the feeling of losing a "safe place" and yes it can be sad but life have to move on and why not creating a new world.Sometimes your "world" can be gone just like that because you just faced a sad experience which I think happened to you.Anyway at least now I know I'm not alone