Just worried

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I cried when I found out a really really really good friend of our family joined the army. He's so close and everything that he technically is my brother. Just because he even stayed with us for a while a couple years ago, things like that. But anyways like I was saying. I cried for a while when i found out just because i was just scared i guess. And i had called him and when he answered I was screaming at him and crying so he rushed right over to my house to find out what was going on. I told him that i didn't want him to get deployed or anything like that even though i was happy for him. I guess he felt bad or something because thats what he told my mom. So just him and me spent the whole day together hanging out. It was really nice. It's been off my mind for a while now. Well not completely, just like hasn't been making me freak out. I was going over some of the groups on this site to join and there is one for knowing someone in the U.S. Army, I joined it. And cried all night. Now it's stuck on my mind, really bad. Especially since his friend just died not that long ago in a bombing, i think it was. I'm just so worried. And now it's on my mind and won't get off. I always at least get teary eyed when I think about it. Even if it sounds pathetic. I'm just really worried about Alex. So idk. But for everyone who is in the army, any part of it. Stay safe please!!