my first n worst relationship -
June 21st 2010, 06:40 PM
2 years back i started crushin on a guy in my class. but never told him as i was too scared to do so. but one day he came n asked me whether i had a crush on him and i picked up courage enough to say that i did crush on him. but at a school function one of my secret admirers went to him n told he loved me and i knew it when i had no idea if he even existed r nt. my crush believed it even without thinking twice . there was a big fight between me n him. and the guy who told was my secret admirer has a very bad reputation at school. i wanted to take revenge on him n wantd to make him feel crushed just as i had felt that night. . not knowing what to do , i findled with his feelings fr me n made him believe i was totaly ovr my ex, and that i loved this guy. but unfortunate for me, due to psycological and emotional disturbances and imbalances , i fell ill. realising what i had done i told the whole truth to the guy i was faking to n got an answer jus as i xpectd. he said "i feel the same way u felt wen u n ur crush had the fight". i was jumpin wit joy that i got my revenge n enjoyed the rest of my holidays . but nw he wudnt let go of me, i keep changin my number bt he gets it sumhw. i dunno wat to do. v r gona study at d same institute fr d nxt 2 yrs, n since his rep at school is dat of a goon, i m dyin at the thought of hidin frm him d whole 2 yrs help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!