Triggering: Venting... *TRIG*

[Haylee.]

Just need to vent.*

I'm so alone. My best friend is in another country. I won't see her for a few months. It sucks. A lot. And she doesn't even want to be there.*

My whole body is aching. My back hurts SO badly. I'm not losing enough weight. Still can't purge. But I'll try again. And it will work.*

I need to cut myself really badly. But my brother is still up and I have to wait till he's in bed do he won't wonder why I'm in the bathroom for so long. I don't even care how late he stays up. I want to cut. *I need it. So whatever.*

Counseling is the worst thing that has happened to me. I hate my counselor. And it's a total freaking waste of my time.*

People are getting on my nerves. I'm beginning to not even care about their feelings anymore. I'm tired of putting up with this. *

I'm so depressed. I hardly sleep anymore. And things only get worse. Better doesn't exist in my world
Ugh.*

Sorry for the longness. If you read it, thank you lol.*

<3Haylee Elaine*

[Nicole!]

Haylee lovely, I love you so much!
You're so strong, trust me. You can get through this, I know you can
I'm sorry to hear your friend is in another country. Can you still talk to her at all? Just remember she isn't there forever.
You're also beautiful the way you are. You don't need to hurt yourself just to lose weight. Any girl would be lucky to look like you <3
Put away the knives as well. You don't deserve to punish yourself like that. You are wonderful, and I feel so lucky to have you as a friend
Take care lovely, things will get better! Do some more of your photography, its really good!