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the mess you made. - November 29th 2018, 02:33 AM

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when i was a little girl i hid in closets and underneath beds
i did anything to get away from your fingers made of lead
they poked and prodded me throughout the long nights
and taunted me relentlessly in the warm morning light
i thought there was no escape but that hasn't changed
because i'm just as broken, if not even more deranged
i can feel your fingers crawling straight down my spine
and it makes me think about the life that was never mine
when you lean in to kiss my lips i don't turn my face
because i've never been anything more than a disgrace
i am too far gone to stop you from making me bleed
so i sink into your controlling game of filling your need
i'm a woman now and i'm still cleaning the mess you made
but i fall back down when you attack me in the shade
i still hide the truth from you and everyone who knows me
no one can ever see or know about any of my silent pleas
i honestly think i am bound to always feel somewhat incomplete
as if i am only a body that is useful underneath some sheets
when someone has only wanted me for sex for so long
it feels impossible for me to find a place where i truly belong

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Re: the mess you made. - November 29th 2018, 02:20 PM

This was really well written and I can feel the emotion in it. Thank you for sharing.

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Re: the mess you made. - November 29th 2018, 06:54 PM

That last line was quite powerful! <3

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Re: the mess you made. - November 30th 2018, 09:18 PM

Cassie, you're so talented, please continue to share you're amazing work.

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and smarter than you think.

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Re: the mess you made. - December 1st 2018, 10:54 PM

I agree with Brittany! You just have a way with words. <3

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Re: the mess you made. - December 1st 2018, 11:16 PM

Wow, just wow.
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Re: the mess you made. - December 2nd 2018, 11:25 PM

This was amazing and I agree that the last line was powerful.

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Re: the mess you made. - December 5th 2018, 02:42 AM

This is really powerful, Cassie. Thank you for sharing.

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