overly clingy, spaztic, emotional, and jealous -
June 29th 2009, 06:06 AM
is what i am.
I am so angry at myself for being this way whenever something bothers me. I've scaring him away each time i spaz. I'm not even dating him ( i know, dumb eh?). I get so crazy jealous of her that i just.. can't handle it. I keep telling myself to chill, but my emotions just take over me. And then, i become upset that i'm spazzing and scaring him away which in turn causes me to spaz once again
I can't chill. idon't know how. and even if i'm chill for a bit, i turn all spazz the next b/c i'll see him with her, or see him flirting with her. I wanna stop, i want to change. I want him back, but i keep pushing him away. I spaz in 2 second flat within dissapointment. I get so jealous of her, it's no even funny. He told me he liked me, so why is he always hanging out with her?
Re: overly clingy, spaztic, emotional, and jealous -
June 29th 2009, 06:33 AM
I just want to say, you're not alone in feeling like you are all these things. I read this title and my instant reaction was "wow, was that written about ME?"
Feelings make us act in crazy ways. If you really like this guy, then it's not unreasonable that you feel jealous of this girl he's always hanging out with. It can be hard to control our emotions but stay strong.
If you ever need to talk, feel free to PM me.
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