i think everyone feels like this once in a while. i'm a really shy person at first when i meet people. gah i suck at starting converstations. so i hardly have any friends. and the friends i do have are in college. we hardly have time for eachother.
that's why i'm been joining more sities like crunchyroll, this site, even dating sites. just to feel a little loved and when i can i talk to random people. i know what your going though, but you just have to hang in there and make things work.
" One day at a time, this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering. "
i wonder when i'll finally jsut start accepting myself, when i'll stop saying i wish i could be like that person.
i have facebook, and myspace. and you can ask for it. :P