[lost&lonely]

I've known my best friend for over a year now. He's been there for me through some tough stuff and I love him to death. We dated for about a month and a half before he ended it. It didn't take long before I got over it and things got back to normal between us and we were best friends again. It even seems like we're closer than we were before we dated. But lately it seems like I'm losing him.

He's been hanging out with some other friends of his, his "sister", her girlfriend, and her best friend, a lot more and he seems....different. He doesn't talk to me as much anymore, and he doesn't tell me anything. The only way I ever really know if something is going on with him when he tells a story to one of our friends while we're on the bus or I read it on myspace. I even found out that he's gay now from his myspace.

Whenever I go on vacation or if I'm not at school for some reason he always tells me how much he missed me and how much he loves me. Now it's Spring Break and I've heard from him 2 times at the most and I found out that he's going to be gone for the next 2 weeks, with those girls, and he didn't even tell me himself; I had to read it online, again.

I really feel like he's replacing me with them and I don't know what to do anymore. He used to talk to me about everything, but now it's like I don't even matter and it's killing me. I just feel so...empty.