[Apollo]

Abbie,

Gaining weight does not make you a failure. You need to eat to live and your body needs a certain amount of weight to live. Ever hear about inner beauty? A number should not define you. You're beautiful just the way you are. And you seem like a nice person and I don't even know you! Anyways, I strongly advise you to talk to somebody you trust about this. I know it's hard but once you do you've done the hardest thing ever, and I know you have some other problems that need to be addressed eventually as well (I've seen some of your posts) and I don't want this to get even more out of control. Do something now before you let this completely consume you... I don't want to frighten you, but the reality of it is if you keep going down this path you're going to encounter serious health problems- both physical and mental- and that includes death.

But yes, please talk to somebody... A doctor, parent(s)/guardian(s), best friend, school counselor, or somebody else you could think of.

Please talk to me if you need to talk about anything more. Best of luck.

Apollo