[lonleygirl]

Well here's the thing, I hate my mom! She is not a bad person she tryes her best but I can't stand her!!
I am a depressed, suicidal, feel like Im failing al the time, hot tempered, stressed 15 years old girl. I'm a totaly different person when I'm with friends, I am pretty happy and funny with them but when I see or just think of my mom I get like pissed of, really. My mom dosn't understands me, she don't know that I'm cutting, nobody knows! I talk to her about my depression and everything but she don't understands, she tries to but she don't! I hate her more than enything else!!! and I don't know what to do, because I can't consentrate on school when I'm at home. I scream to her and fight and tells her everytime that Im going away and I will never meet you again! and after that I get sad because I feel sorry for her to have a daoughter like me and then I go into my room and cry and cut myself. Next year, I will go to some kind of a boarding school because I can't take this anymore but I feel sick everytime I go home and I can't take this a half year more!
I hate my life. plz, give me some advice!