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  1. Serendipity.
    December 1st 2019 04:37 PM - permalink
    I hope you had a nice Thanksgiving, Dez!
  2. Temperance
    December 1st 2019 02:06 PM - permalink
    Me neither. Now that I’m on meds and med compliant I can’t stay awake as long. Unless I’ve had a bad day. Then it’s hello insomnia my old friend.
  3. Golfing girl
    December 1st 2019 12:57 AM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    I'm sorry that you had and still have a migraine, I hope you will be okay soon. I hope you we're able to have some fun.

    I'm glad you are ready for Christmas. I'm not, I haven't started. I will, just had a lot going on. Frozen 2 was really good, we had a lot of little kids around us and they thought everything was funny and I laughed so much. It was a great time Do you like Frozen and would you go see it when you have time? Sending you hugs to help you to be okay soon.
  4. Golfing girl
    November 30th 2019 12:08 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Okay, I hope you are having fun. What did you do for Thanksgiving? Are you ready for Christmas?

    Thanksgiving was fun, we all made breakfast, lunch and dinner together, had movies and playing games. Then yesterday we went to go see Frozen 2,it was fun I hope you are doing well. Hugs.
  5. Golfing girl
    November 28th 2019 12:48 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Happy Thanksgiving, have a wonderful day
  6. Golfing girl
    November 27th 2019 08:50 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Hi, are you on holiday break? How are you?
  7. Temperance
    November 24th 2019 05:41 PM - permalink
    Hey Dez, yes I definitely remember you! And all our late night chats years ago
    I’m glad to be back now that I’m in a place to be a peer support again
  8. Golfing girl
    November 24th 2019 04:39 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Thank you. Hope you are doing well. Hugs
  9. Golfing girl
    November 18th 2019 05:02 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    I'm glad you had a good weekend Friday starts my break and we come back December 2nd. Today I had a half day going to the mall Hugs
  10. Serendipity.
    November 17th 2019 12:12 AM - permalink
    Wahoo, it's a party!

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    Connecticut, USA
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    About me
    Dez, or any other nickname really.
    Slytherin. Twenty two. Public Health Major. Psychology minor. Graduated with my BS in Public Health. Returning for my Master's in Public Health. Confused, finding a path. Stressed and not so well dressed. Not-so-controlled chaos.
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    I became a LiveHelp Operator on December 1, 2011. On January 29, 2012 I changed primaries to HelpLINK Mentor. On April 23, 2012 I became a Self Expression Forum Mod. On October 8, 2012 I became an LGBT+ Forum Mod. On December 1, 2012 I became a Chat Moderator. On February 9, 2013 I became a HelpLINK Moderator. On July 13, 2013 I became a member of the Performance Committee. On August 17 2013, I became an Albums Moderator as well as a member of the Articles Team. On October 13, 2013, I became a Self Harm Forum Mod. On November 16, 2013, I became a member of the Social Networking Team. On December 23, 2013, I became a Social Groups Moderator. On December 23, 2013, I also became a member of the Videos Team. On January 25, 2014, I became a Blogs Moderator. On April 12th, 2014, I became a Project Advisor. On August 31, 2014 I became a member of the newly formed Volunteering Committee. On March 27, 2015 I became a Newsletter Editor. On August 1, 2015 I became part of the Disputes Committee. On August 17, 2015 I became a Forums and Community Officer.

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    I'm here, I'm Queer
    Studying for my Master's in Public Health.
    Graduate Research Fellow
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  • Interests
    I don't know anymore.
    Oh, various things.
    The Harry Potter movies, The Day After Tomorrow, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Horton Hears a Who, Repo! The Genetic Opera, The Little Mermaid, Finding Nemo, Finding Dory... I don't watch many movies.
    House M.D., In Plain Sight, Nurse Jackie, Rizzoli & Isles, Hell's Kitchen, Once Upon A Time, Necessary Roughness, Chicago Fire, Justice League, Scrubs, Rick and Morty, Bojack Horseman, Brooklyn Nine-Nine, The Good Doctor, The Good Place, 9-1-1
    Portal, Portal 2, The Sims 3 and 4, Plague, Rocket League, Golf With Your Friends, Magicka, then your classic board games.
    Anything that's by Jodi Picoult or talks about real life issues or Ellen Hopkins. Fiction books that talk about real world issues, like self harm.
    I don't like sports.
    My Pepere (grandfather) and my cousin Sophia, as well as her two older sisters Alex and Gabby and their mother, Kristy. Also my niece Madison. :)
    Favorite quotes
    The world is round, so the place that may seem like the end, may also be only the beginning.
    Other interests
    Being a mermaid.
    Eating my sister's food.
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Posted September 7th 2019 at 01:04 AM by Hypothesis. Comments 2
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I've been seeing a lot of doctors lately for a lot of different things, and none of them are really giving me any answers. It started last fall and has been a nonstop issue ever since.

Some of my providers have been concerned about my tachycardia, or too fast heart rate. I saw a cardiologist who had me on a monitor and said it's all anxiety, so I'm on a new medication that lowers the heart rate and also can have added benefits of helping me with my anxiety and helping prevent some...

Posted March 12th 2019 at 05:22 AM by Hypothesis. Comments 3
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My mental illness won. Again. Again it made me give up a potential amazing opportunity without even trying. I was going to apply for funding for my thesis but I'm too depressed to bother and my advisor told me it's not worth it to push myself for something I'm probably not going to be proud of.
But now regardless I'm not going to be proud of the finished product. Because my mental illness won. Again. I gave up. Again. It always wins.

I hate being functionally mentally ill because...

Posted March 7th 2019 at 05:36 AM by Hypothesis. Comments 3
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I've been overwhelmed for weeks. It seems like my workload is only increasing and I don't have any time to sit and just relax anymore. Individual projects, group projects, other classwork, exams, committees, organizations. You name it, I'm in it. I don't really socialize anymore either.

I'm getting really run down and overloaded and overwhelmed and depressed. I haven't been to the gym in like two or three weeks and I've been eating like shit and have gained tons of weight. I've been...

Posted December 2nd 2018 at 01:34 AM by Hypothesis. Comments 1
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This was a tough semester. I struggled a lot more than I thought I would. Between classes, stress, being sick literally almost the entire semester, having a self harm relapse, and crying in one of my favorite professor's office a few times, I was ready to give up on everything.

But, this semester is almost over. Two of my classes are completely done with and I have As in both of those. I'm getting a B in one class and while that's tough for me, I'm slowly accepting it.


Posted October 6th 2018 at 05:10 AM by Hypothesis. Comments 5
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Iím not okay in a different way than normal. The depression is hitting me in ways it never has before.

It hurts so bad

Iím closer to killing myself than i ever have been before.

I want to do damage.

But i wonít. Iíll jusg go on and smile and pretend everything is great while secretly hoping I drop dead tomorrow.

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