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  1. PSY
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    D'awwww... no, YOU'RE the best! And thank you.
  2. Celyn
    April 9th 2021 05:00 PM - permalink
    That and the fact that I'm socially clueless and have no idea how to keep a conversation going
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    Thank you
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    Golfing girl
    Thank you I'm glad you had a lovely Easter. Hop is a good movie. Have a good day tomorrow
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    Uff, I am struggling right now to be honest.

    But I hope after tonight, I begin to make good choices again.
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    Golfing girl
    I'm sorry that you are tired. Hopefully you can get some sleep soon. Hope you have a lovely Easter, I made breakfast for everyone, playing games and movies. Then my parents will make dinner.
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    Golfing girl
    Happy Easter

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Posted September 7th 2019 at 12:04 AM by Spoons Comments 2
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I've been seeing a lot of doctors lately for a lot of different things, and none of them are really giving me any answers. It started last fall and has been a nonstop issue ever since.

Some of my providers have been concerned about my tachycardia, or too fast heart rate. I saw a cardiologist who had me on a monitor and said it's all anxiety, so I'm on a new medication that lowers the heart rate and also can have added benefits of helping me with my anxiety and helping prevent some...

Posted March 12th 2019 at 04:22 AM by Spoons Comments 3
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My mental illness won. Again. Again it made me give up a potential amazing opportunity without even trying. I was going to apply for funding for my thesis but I'm too depressed to bother and my advisor told me it's not worth it to push myself for something I'm probably not going to be proud of.
But now regardless I'm not going to be proud of the finished product. Because my mental illness won. Again. I gave up. Again. It always wins.

I hate being functionally mentally ill because...

Posted March 7th 2019 at 04:36 AM by Spoons Comments 3
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I've been overwhelmed for weeks. It seems like my workload is only increasing and I don't have any time to sit and just relax anymore. Individual projects, group projects, other classwork, exams, committees, organizations. You name it, I'm in it. I don't really socialize anymore either.

I'm getting really run down and overloaded and overwhelmed and depressed. I haven't been to the gym in like two or three weeks and I've been eating like shit and have gained tons of weight. I've been...

Posted December 2nd 2018 at 12:34 AM by Spoons Comments 1
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This was a tough semester. I struggled a lot more than I thought I would. Between classes, stress, being sick literally almost the entire semester, having a self harm relapse, and crying in one of my favorite professor's office a few times, I was ready to give up on everything.

But, this semester is almost over. Two of my classes are completely done with and I have As in both of those. I'm getting a B in one class and while that's tough for me, I'm slowly accepting it.


Posted October 6th 2018 at 04:10 AM by Spoons Comments 5
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I’m not okay in a different way than normal. The depression is hitting me in ways it never has before.

It hurts so bad

I’m closer to killing myself than i ever have been before.

I want to do damage.

But i won’t. I’ll jusg go on and smile and pretend everything is great while secretly hoping I drop dead tomorrow.

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