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  1. Doodle.
    June 17th 2022 07:38 PM - permalink
    I'm actually doing well lately my mental health seems to be improving. Been up to much lately?
  2. Doodle.
    June 16th 2022 07:16 PM - permalink
    Hey nice seeing more people here from the past. Hope you're doing well.
  3. cynefin
    June 12th 2022 12:46 PM - permalink
    Thank you! I know I'm late to the party, but I hope you had a nice birthday too.

    Also this is random but the "frequent poster" next to your name looks like a pie to me.
  4. Golfing girl
    June 5th 2022 05:55 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Hi Dez How are you doing? How was working and your birthday? Have a good day tomorrow.
  5. Golfing girl
    June 3rd 2022 09:54 AM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Happy Birthday Dez! Have a wonderful day.
  6. Golfing girl
    May 29th 2022 11:12 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    I'm glad you are doing ok, sorry you are feeling like this. If you want to talk about it, just let me know. I'm ok, just a lot on my mind. How's your weekend going? Do you work tomorrow?
  7. .:PrincessZelda:.
    May 27th 2022 01:34 AM - permalink
    Thank you! ��
  8. Golfing girl
    May 26th 2022 03:32 PM - permalink
    Golfing girl
    Hi Dez Thank you for writing in my blogs. You are so sweet and always helpful. I hope you are doing well.
  9. Ethereal.
    May 23rd 2022 07:30 PM - permalink
    Thank you for your comment on my blog. <3
  10. ~Show Yourself~
    May 15th 2022 11:20 PM - permalink
    ~Show Yourself~
    Hey Dez, just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you and hope you're having a good day

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    Hey all! My name is Dez, and I am a 25 year old who just graduated with my Masters in Public Health. So I basically just entered the "real world" and have to be an "adult." Ew.

    On any given day if I'm not here you'll find me napping, sitting in therapy, or watching something on Netflix. I'm trying to do this thing called "finding a hobby," so feel free to pass along your favorite books and TV shows.

    I have an interest in sexual health, especially contraceptives, the prevention of sexually transmitted infections as well as HPV and the vaccine in particular. I stand with Planned Parenthood and similar reproductive health organizations. I also have an interest in vaccines.

    I'm still basically trying to figure everything out myself, but feel free to say hello. If I don't answer right away, rest assured that I will when I get a chance! :D


    I became a LiveHelp Operator on December 1, 2011. On January 29, 2012 I changed primaries to HelpLINK Mentor. On April 23, 2012 I became a Self Expression Forum Mod. On October 8, 2012 I became an LGBT+ Forum Mod. On December 1, 2012 I became a Chat Moderator. On February 9, 2013 I became a HelpLINK Moderator. On July 13, 2013 I became a member of the Performance Committee. On August 17 2013, I became an Albums Moderator as well as a member of the Articles Team. On October 13, 2013, I became a Self Harm Forum Mod. On November 16, 2013, I became a member of the Social Networking Team. On December 23, 2013, I became a Social Groups Moderator. On December 23, 2013, I also became a member of the Videos Team. On January 25, 2014, I became a Blogs Moderator. On April 12th, 2014, I became a Project Advisor. On August 31, 2014 I became a member of the newly formed Volunteering Committee. On March 27, 2015 I became a Newsletter Editor. On August 1, 2015 I became part of the Disputes Committee. On August 17, 2015 I became a Forums and Community Officer. On April 30, 2022 I became a Community Team Leader.

    Last updated 5/1/2022
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    I don't know anymore.
    Oh, various things.
    The Harry Potter movies, The Day After Tomorrow, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Horton Hears a Who, Repo! The Genetic Opera, The Little Mermaid, Finding Nemo, Finding Dory... I don't watch many movies.
    House M.D., In Plain Sight, Nurse Jackie, Rizzoli & Isles, Hell's Kitchen, Once Upon A Time, Necessary Roughness, Chicago Fire, Justice League, Scrubs, Rick and Morty, Bojack Horseman, Brooklyn Nine-Nine, The Good Doctor, The Good Place, The Resident, 9-1-1
    Portal, Portal 2, The Sims 3 and 4, Plague, Rocket League, Golf With Your Friends, Magicka, then your classic board games.
    Anything that's by Jodi Picoult or talks about real life issues or Ellen Hopkins. Fiction books that talk about real world issues, like self harm.
    I don't like sports.
    My Pepere (grandfather) and my cousin Sophia, as well as her two older sisters Alex and Gabby and their mother, Kristy. Also my niece Madison. :)
    Favorite quotes
    The world is round, so the place that may seem like the end, may also be only the beginning.
    Other interests
    Being a mermaid.
    Eating my sister's food.
    Guinea pigs.
    Sexual health and reproductive rights
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Posted June 10th 2022 at 12:45 AM by Wheek! Comments 1
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My prescriber says she doesn't think I'm suicidal but instead thinks that I "just want the shit to stop." That's even though I have a plan in my head, because I don't have intent. But some days I feel close to it again, because I really have that plan in my head and worry that I am going to use the things I did last time and try again. She also doesn't believe I'm suicidal because I pretty much got help right after the attempt last time, because I was like "oh crap." She thinks...

Posted May 25th 2022 at 07:44 PM by Wheek! Comments 3
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I had my meeting today to try and get on disability and basically I make too much money right now to even qualify for disability. They immediately told me that my denial letter will be coming in the mail. The point of going on disability would have been so I can leave my job so I can have income without wanting to have a breakdown every time I go to work. I mean, I tried to kill myself and a lot of it was triggered by work. But I make too much money to be disabled. It'd almost be easier to quit...

Posted May 14th 2022 at 01:08 AM by Wheek! Comments 3
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I am more stable now than when I was in the hospital which is good, but I still feel sad and anxious a lot of the time. My prescriber mentioned the words "treatment resistant" to me and sometimes I worry that that's the case. I have been in therapy off and on since the 8th grade and have been on medication for around 6 or 7 years and am still miserable a lot of the time.

I have a post up about work and the possibility of applying for disability. Even if I do end up applying...

Posted April 28th 2022 at 12:12 AM by Wheek! Comments 3
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I was in the hospital starting on the 12th after a suicide attempt. I had felt hopeless and impulsive and wanted it to stop. I never thought I would actually go through with an attempt but I guess life's full of surprises. I ended up Ubering to the hospital and luckily I got there before getting pretty sick. I was already starting to feel it before getting in the Uber so I got lucky. In the ER I was taken right back and they talked to me but I don't remember the conversation.
I had to wait...

Posted February 22nd 2022 at 08:08 PM by Wheek! Comments 1
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After April 30, I will likely be losing Medicaid due to an increase in oncome and will have to find some other insurance through our marketplace.

Looking at them, it seems like all of them are way out of my price range and wouldn't be something worth getting anyway! Some of the deductibles are in the absolute THOUSANDS, and most of them don't cover all of my providers so I'd have to either pay out of pocket or stop seeing them entirely.

You'd think an increase in income...
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