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Heaven. (trig death and grieving) -
October 4th 2015, 08:48 AM
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I think about the last days you were here,
Always screaming in our ears,
The pain you were in was terrifying,
I tried to help but you were dying,
The day you went we all sat and cried,
Losing you was like losing my life,
My best friend you were and I felt so helpless,
The morning you committed suicide,
Two days later you stopped fighting for your life,
Your heart stopped beating and we all died inside,
The tears would run for hours and hours,
As I sat and tried to take my own life,
Now I talk to you and write you letters,
Because deep inside, you're still alive with me,
I will never forget your sweet and pretty smile,
Because I now know you're with me,
Where ever I may be.
I'll pray for you once,
I'll pray for you again,
That you're being looked after,
Somewhere up in heaven.
’Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.’
Re: Heaven. (trig death and grieving) -
October 4th 2015, 02:54 PM
This definitely was really sad but also really well written. Stay strong!
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Re: Heaven. (trig death and grieving) -
October 4th 2015, 07:53 PM
Sad but powerful. The fact that you think about her and write poems about her shows you care for her so much; I imagine she feels cared for and loved where she is.
Re: Heaven. (trig death and grieving) -
October 4th 2015, 08:13 PM
This is really sad but it also showed you have lots of strength and there's a sense of fighting in her honor despite the pain.
This may be one of my favorites by you
Stay strong