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Re: Screaming thread. - October 20th 2018, 06:39 PM

This caffeine isn't working anymore, regardless of how much I take. Just putting off withdrawals at this point. But I need it to work because school is impossible without it.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 21st 2018, 12:34 AM

Who'd care if I died. Seems like mostly no one
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 21st 2018, 05:22 AM

So uncomfortable.
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 21st 2018, 10:44 AM

I hate this fucking Maths. No matter how much work I put into it, I can't grasp even the basics. It's constantly looming over me and I hate it. I hate the lessons and all the exercises and whatever fucking else and it all makes me sick.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 21st 2018, 12:54 PM

Last day of this insanity. Just got craziness that follows for the next couple weeks. Then I get to figure out how to deal with all this grief and trauma before it makes me relapse or kill myself. No clue how to do that. No clue how I'm supposed to fix everything I've ruined. I'm still not sure I can make it. And that's if I survive today.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 21st 2018, 02:15 PM

Woke up anxious. Wish I could fall back to sleep.
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 21st 2018, 05:59 PM

Had to take my break before I killed someone. Thank God I'm off for 2 days and done in 83 minutes.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 21st 2018, 08:17 PM

Why does it feel like no one gives a damn
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 21st 2018, 09:37 PM

why would i prefer to disappear from this world than go to school tomorrow


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 22nd 2018, 01:38 PM

I'm such a bitch
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 24th 2018, 12:17 PM

Didn't sleep again. Headache and tired.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 24th 2018, 01:05 PM

School still sucks and it still makes me want to die or drop out every minute that I am still forced to suffer because I'm still alive. Fuck this lab report with these made up calculations and my prof being fucked up on or coming down from uppers all the damn time.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 24th 2018, 01:26 PM

I feel so broken this week.

It's Wednesday so hopefully the week flies by.
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 24th 2018, 10:25 PM

I'll never make it through this semester. Might as well end it. It won't get better. Supposed to do grad school after this. Fuck that. Fuck school. It's about pushing students til they make it or die trying. Guess I'm goign to die trying. Lets just hope the dying part happens soon already because I'm sooooo done with this fucking bullshit. It hasn't gotten better. It never will.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 25th 2018, 11:36 AM

Another day of the same old.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 25th 2018, 05:58 PM

Today needs to end
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 25th 2018, 08:06 PM

There's a stock take on my day off and they want me in at 6:30pm to help when it takes me an hour and a half to get there. Not going to be impressed if they make me go because I know a certain member of staff will find her way out of it like she does everything and I'll probably have to go anyway.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 25th 2018, 09:14 PM

My best just isn't good enough for anything for anyone. So why bother? Why keep trying if I already know I'll fail? Why not just end it now? That's all I've wanted for years. The question is why haven't I yet.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 26th 2018, 05:33 PM

I'd love for this day to end already
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 27th 2018, 08:58 AM

I bet I look fucking ridiculous to him. Jesus.
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 28th 2018, 11:33 AM

I'm going to get fired.
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 28th 2018, 08:44 PM

Why are people stupid and rude to you?
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 29th 2018, 12:58 AM

I have no desire to go to work. At least we are having a Potluck on Wednesday. Means it will probably be a decent day.
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 30th 2018, 03:39 PM

Need to work faster and faster but still too slow make it stop. I can't think.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 31st 2018, 01:27 AM

Why am I even trying to force myself to stay alive again? Too bad I can't remember.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 31st 2018, 07:18 PM

I woke up so damn anxious today and it hasn't really gotten any better.
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Re: Screaming thread. - October 31st 2018, 11:24 PM

I'm considering relapsing tonight because I can't fucking take this bullshit anymore and it's that or kill myself.


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Re: Screaming thread. - October 31st 2018, 11:26 PM

It's Halloween evening and I am feeling anxious. I don't want anyone to knock or ring my door. Got all the lights shut off.
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Re: Screaming thread. - November 1st 2018, 01:55 AM

If I died I don't think anyone would care.


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Re: Screaming thread. - November 1st 2018, 02:33 PM

I really don't want to do this today.

I hope that I can make it through the fucking day. Anxiety is a bitch.
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Re: Screaming thread. - November 1st 2018, 03:04 PM

Prof just fucking added 4 old prelab quizzes all due by next lab because he didn't have his shit together. Fuck this. I don't have time for this. I would pay someone to kill me.


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Re: Screaming thread. - November 1st 2018, 03:19 PM

Have to get through an 8 hour day and all I want to do is go back to bed.
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Re: Screaming thread. - November 1st 2018, 06:20 PM

My whole body hurts and I'm so tired.


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Re: Screaming thread. - November 2nd 2018, 02:19 PM

No I don't want to go to work. I really really do not.
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Re: Screaming thread. - November 2nd 2018, 08:13 PM

there is escape from everything but my mind, and my mind is exactly what I need to run away from


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Re: Screaming thread. - November 2nd 2018, 09:24 PM

Caffeine tolerance has gone through the roof


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Re: Screaming thread. - November 3rd 2018, 01:12 AM

Feel like giving into binge eating
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Re: Screaming thread. - November 3rd 2018, 06:41 AM

I would love to try a yoga class, but every single one conflicts with work. Meant to do it this week while I was off, but it didn't happen.


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Re: Screaming thread. - November 3rd 2018, 11:28 AM

Had another crappy night's sleep. This is the third day in a row.
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Re: Screaming thread. - November 3rd 2018, 07:01 PM

Paralyzed by anxiety
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