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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
June 2nd 2020, 12:10 PM
There's another crisis at hand. I don't know what specifically it is yet. Today is already too much and more has yet to come. I've barely been awake half an hour, and today is too much.
"She's dead."
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Last edited by Tigereyes; June 2nd 2020 at 12:46 PM.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
June 18th 2020, 02:07 PM
I'm not okay and I never will be. This life I'm living is too fucked up to be real. I am some character in a dystopian novel. Just another outcast with trauma that only gets worse the more you rise up against the ones holding you down. Well I can't take it anymore.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
June 21st 2020, 01:12 PM
Only way to spend less is by cutting back on basic necessities. I already minimize spending on necessities. So I guess less food and lower nutrition food is all I can do. I can't cut back on rent. I'm already at a "cheap" apartment. I've already cut back on utilities for the past 5 years. I've cut back on doctors appointments and meds and labs for the past 5 years; I have chronic illnesses. I cook nearly all my meals despite untreated debilitating fatigue. I don't know where else to cut spending. I just don't spend money. I didn't spend much money during college. Why the fuck did I go to college for this life of debt? College wasn't worth it. It got me a shitty pay job that requires me to break my own morals "for the greater good," and I can't afford therapy to work through that aftermath.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Re: Complaint of the Day 2 -
July 13th 2020, 09:26 AM
I'm so tired. Woke up just before 4 AM and couldn't sleep until after 6 AM. An hour later I got woke up by the neighbours dog constantly barking. By the time I got to sleep I only had a couple extra hours until I had to get up.