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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
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Why did 10-year-old me meet him?
Why did he touch her?
Why did he butter her up with some compliments?
Why did he do that to a ten-year-old girl...
Now you've got her crying to her mother
Sobbing
Wondering why the fuck you did that...
Sure you weren't the first
But we were told that we're supposed to trust teachers
Even if their guys
But now she can't trust a single one
Fearing
Tearing
that they'll do what you did...
Even after 2 years shes still broken
She isn't the same
She thinks she's a guy
Just to hide from you
Now you've got her writing this
Thinking
Why the fuck?
Now you've got her crying
Trying
Lying
Just saying
"I'm ok"
When she can't stop thinking about those months
When she was ten...
that she didn't deserve to have wasted.
to you.
I can't help but repeat myself
"I know it's not your fault"
Still lately, I begin to shake
For no reason at all
~ I can't handle change - Roar ~
You don't deserve what happened to you, especially at ten years old. I answered your other thread so I won't repeat myself, but remember that you are safe now.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
I'm sorry about this and hope that you will be okay soon.
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