Triggering: Complaint of the day

[filania]

I dropped out of school because of financial issues
Been asking god why me
I love learning and I always been a good student with fine scores

I hate my life

[Storyteller.]

I'm kind of sick of being tired all day only to have racing thoughts at night keep me awake.

[Calaer]

My only complaint is that Jordan has to go back to work. After a week of having him home, I wish it would last longer!

I'm tired but my thoughts and dreams keep waking me up.

Headache during one of my favorite Taylor songs.

Upside is, that it didn't take weeks for it to replay on Pandora.

[Calaer]

I had to wake up super early to get my sister from work since she is working 3rd shit now, and I'm so tired! I feel like I haven't slept at all. This is the second day in a row that I've picked her up. Not that I'm complaining about spending time with her, I'd just really like the extra sleep, so I don't feel so dead in the morning.

[BreathingIn]

I just feel like a loser today

[Coffee.]

I wasn't born in the 1980's and been the grungy riot grrrl feminist you all know I could have been in the 90's.

Oh well, I'll just be an angsty feminist girl in the 2000's.

[Rivière]

Bloody delivery drivers! Was supposed to deliver my parcel today. Watched the van on GPS pull up, guy doesn't even knock, just takes a picture of my back door, uploads it and sends the usual 'sorry we missed you' card through the door.

[Kintsukuroi.]

Time is dragging by so slowly.

[Calaer]

I have so much to do today before Jordan gets home, and I think I'm getting sick, which doesn't help the drive to want to finish these things.

[daisy_jam]

Whoo! Depression hit me hard today. Was having fun then all of the sudden, it felt really heavy and everything sounds muted.

[Calaer]

I hate that Mamaw feels so down, and I can't really do anything to help her. I hate that she is in a shitty situation, and I hate that I can't do more for her.

[Chuuya]

The new glass cleaner at work made me break out in hives all over. Yay life.

[daisy_jam]

Feeling really anxious. Stupid flashbacks. I hate being sick 24/7

[Calaer]

I hate that you've done all of this to me, and you've treated me this badly for years. I also hate that I'm not angry about it anymore. I do forgive you, but I'm not letting you back in to my life. So keep that in mind.

[Forging Galaxies]

I feel pretty terrible today, but I'm gonna man up and be productive!

[Calaer]

I hate that Jordan has to work the weekends. He always works super late, and it's always so sad to go to bed without him.

[Forging Galaxies]

I swear people on this website are just straight-up fake morons, and they're in their twenties for god's sake. Advising teenagers even though they don't give a flying damn about the person they're advising so thanks for making ignorant kids more dipshit with your awful opinions without thinking it through at all. Those such assholes advise girls on here how to get into prostitution with girls who are told by their own family they gotta pay for their family rent by whoring themselves on the streets at night, but ohhh no, it's okay even though her creepy family member impregnated her and they advise another handful of girls into other demeaning shit when they got potential to be much more for the love of God. So what the fuck side are you on?

Then there's maybe the fact that they don't get care when a girl comes on here and cries out she got raped, what do they do? "Oh here my advice, ring the police, oh here the hotlines, they'll help you and shit" and then they pat themselves on the back thinking they just helped a girl by giving her useless information she already knows. At least help the damn poor soul you ignorant selfish fucks. I had enough of this bullshit and I tolerated this place too much. I suppose this belongs in the screaming thread but I don't want a triple post in a day.

[daisy_jam]

Sigh, 13 jobs applications rejected today and they don't tell me why. I'm so angry.

[Chuuya]

Being out of coffee creamer isn't a good way to start this long day.

[Calaer]

My only complaint for today is that it's so hot, and I really want it to rain, but it hasn't. I'm pretty sure that if it would storm really well for a day or so, it would totally cool everything down, and the garden would get it's fair share of water.

[MyVisionIsDying]

Why did I agree to go earlier? It's anxiety inducing when mum's not with me. Why did I agree to go when I'm going to feel down most of my time there, even if it's only for one damned day?

I'm only there to see my cousin, my nan, my aunt and to buy more manga.
I don't think I can manage a day in his presence anymore. He doesn't know me. They all don't know me.

[Storyteller.]

Why are there ants everywhere? It's winter, shouldn't they be off doing ant things somewhere else?

[Coffee.]

I propose we give the midwest to Canada. It's the worst, and I only want to live here if Trudeau is my leader.

[daisy_jam]

My parents is the reason why self esteem is so damn shit. Everytime I make something new like crocheting or sewing there's always something wrong about it and I feel like shit everytime. I fucking give up

[Calaer]

I hate that Jordan has to work today, and I also hate that applying for jobs online are so complicated.

[Fanatic]

I'm having one of those rainy depressed days. Not fun at all. :/

[Calaer]

My only complaint for the day is that Jordan has to work. I really wish he was off on Sunday!

[daisy_jam]

Its getting harder to breathe

i am not on track with my goals. i blame myself.

[Calaer]

I feel guilty that I have to put my foot down, but I'm doing this to protect myself, not to try and hurt your feelings.

[daisy_jam]

my complain of the day is that what are friends and what is the point of life, if everything is just going shit

[MyVisionIsDying]

I'm totally 'not' anxious about using my laptop later.
I don't know what to do, I just want to use it in peace.

[daisy_jam]

insomnia is just so fucking fun plus anxiety plus horrible thoughts

[daisy_jam]

The moon is so damn bright and I can't sleep with the damn light of the moon shining in my face. Sleep music isn't helping either. Neither is the melatonin, which I took yesterday -.-

[Storyteller.]

I just want one aspect of my life to be going smoothly. Is that too much to ask?

[daisy_jam]

The only complaint I have is my monthly hospital appointment, and that's tomorrow. Not keen at all!

[Clarent]

Loooooooooooooong day at work. But weekend draws near. Now to survive tomorrow..

I am feeling suicidal. Just want to disappear.