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Help, I still don't quite get it?

If I had BPD, would it matter? What if it was like c-ptsd or something?

But what if I don't want it to end?

What does that mean? Are you ill?

Am I way over my head with this? Role play and group interviews?

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I don't know what I want anymore.

I'm scared.

And I don't want to go to court.

Part of me feels trapped and then another part just wants it to be and you.

I don't understand...what does it mean

But what if I want you?

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I am so scared. What if i dont ever move out? What if i do but things still dont get better? Or it does get better till i self sabatoge?

Seriously, hiding the garlic grater and telling me it flew out the window? Get a life. Seriously, i wish you would find something woethwhile than to make your daughter's life miserable. You admitted to hiding it and then said you dont feel like getting up but you cant tell me where it is. So sick of your games.

If i die by suicide, know that i hate how you treat me and i dont forgive you because surprise you dont even apologize

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Pins and needles ouch

I don't want to sw8tch positions lol

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I know I'm not even worth the truth. I know I don't deserve to know if you're okay or not. I deserve this anxiety I feel as a result. I wish you could talk to me again, and I'm sorry I've ruined that.

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[font="Palatino Linotype"]So in dunk and big off love and I want to know how you feel I want to say hi and happy birthday but I'm no performer which is why I like sleepy cuddles[/FONT

And what the offer? Breakfast; lunch; dinner, overnight, short term of long term?

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I wish you would act like a normal person. I'd love to have you in my life, but I just can't afford to put my daughter in danger.

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but I never know who to be adult o child and its had to choose...

I'm not gay

I domnt want grown up affection

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I wished you felt better. I love being with you and hanging out with you.

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I think you forget that anxiety is new to me, and so I haven't figured out how to deal with it yet. But I'm supposed to on my own. So once again, I feel drawn to alcohol

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I don't want her to come to brunch because I don't know what to say to her. I want to talk about what happened and I don't think I can do that with her there.

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It hurts that youre hurting but you are putting me as the one being responsible for your suicidal thoughts and it makes me feel like a murderer. Telling me you didnt sleep all night and "is this how you want me to feel?" gosh no, but it feels like a guilt trip

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I love you, but you are the hardest person to get along with. It's so frustrating to have to deal with.

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I really wish we never had to see you again.

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You aren't a good person. I wish other people could see what I see. I know they won't and that's what makes everything uncomfortable.

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I won't say I love you, but I am so attracted to you. You're pretty, and fun. I wish we'd go do that thing we talked about earlier. Oh just leave for uni already so I can get over this infatuation please...

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I'm done. I just can't do this anymore. I don't want you in my life. I want you far away from me and my family.

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Truth is, I don't want to be sober anymore.

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I swear to god next time you want to flip my hand away from comfort, you better watch it. I've been nothing but a friend and I tried to put up with your crap and lies, but you keep hitting me and yanking my hair and call it 'playing'. You wanna run away to our friend's house? You'll get caught. I'm done caring about what is up with you because you obviously don't give two sh!ts about me

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It's true, I do like life without you here. No one's interrupting us; you're not vying for her time. No one but me gets her time and that's really nice. I like the focus attention and it gets taken away every time you say "knock knock" and ask to come in (and of course I don't feel like I can say no because I have no real reason to, other than not wanting you around). It's nice to not have to worry about that. It's nice not to have to worry about being so obvious we're having sex because we close the door; I don't have to be embarrassed that you know we're being intimate. But most of all it's nice to not have negative thoughts about you. Out of sight, out of mind. It's a relief not to find myself judging you for every little thing. It takes such a toll on me to feel so negative and for that reason I don't really want you to come back yet. Just give it a few more days.

But yes, I did miss you. I love you, after all, negative thoughts be damned. Your presence enriches my life, and I felt an absence without it. When I said "why wouldn't I miss you," it hurt for you to just say "idk, reasons." I wish you'd be honest with me and tell me what you're feeling, why you're holding back. I believe we can work this out. One of us just needs to make the first move to try and I don't want it to be me. I have too much anger over things that have happened to trust myself to stay calm when initiating that conversation. So it needs to be you.

I wish we could just be friendly metas, inside and out, but I guess that's not meant to be right now.

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I'm glad I no longer have to worry about it. It feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I'm so ready to just get on with my life and not have to worry about you being there when you shouldn't.

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Can't you see that I need you now?

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(no way i'm putting his name)
if you saw you the way i see you
you'd have the biggest ego of anyone
if you could laugh a real laugh just one more time
That day would be a day well spent
If you knew how much you meant to me
You wouldn't leave me anymore
I know it looks like you hung the moon
But all i need to believe is the hook and the ladder.