White Stag, by Kara Barbieri, is a novel about  seventeen year  old Janneke who is taken captive by an evil goblin named  Lydian. While  being held captive by Lydian she is subjected to a lot of  cruel things.  After a while of being held captive she is  forced to  work for his nephew, Soren. The novel focuses on Janneke  trying to  cope with the abuse she was forced to endure at the hands of  Lydian.  This novel has trigger warnings for rape and abuse.
 
 The novel handled the topics around rape and abuse quite well and it was   apparent that the author had experience with coping with trauma. While   reading it I was reminded of my own trauma and  how I  struggled to cope with it for years. The author does include an  author's note that explains that she wrote this novel while trying to  cope with  her own trauma. This note made me want to love the novel because  writing was something that used to help me cope with the my own trauma. After  reading the author's note I felt like I probably would love the novel but  unfortunately I didn't.
 I tend to read fantasy more than I read anything else but this fantasy   novel fell short. While the author did a great job of making me believe   Janneke had been severely traumatized, I felt bored for the majority of   the novel. I don't believe fantasy novels should be boring and due to   the slowness of the novel I contemplated putting it down. I chose to listen to this book on audio and I felt that the narrator of the audio  book did a great job but you can't make a boring novel  entertaining, even if you are an excellent narrator.
 For me, the entire time listening to this I kept wondering when   something was going to happen. There were a few times where I found   myself saying I didn't care about the characters because of how bored I   was. I felt bad disliking the novel as much as I did but when I pick up  a  novel I want to be entertained or feel connected to the characters  and I  didn't. Given Janneke's trauma I feel like I should have  connected more  to her character. 
 I ended up rating this novel one star because I struggled so much to get   through it. I can understand why some people might have enjoyed the   novel but it ended up falling flat for me and I can't recommend it.