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Forum: Games and Things January 31st 2013, 03:56 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

I purged today for the first time in over a year. Then I cried, knowing that I am spiraling down hill and I am spiraling fast.
Forum: Games and Things January 19th 2013, 02:50 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

I've been using the mask again, smiling and laughing when people are around but as soon as they leave I am miserable and searching for something, any kind of weapon to take the pain away.
Forum: Games and Things January 1st 2013, 03:01 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

4 months down the drain. Now it just seems like there's nothing holding me back, I already screwed up and SHed why not do it again?
Forum: Games and Things December 22nd 2012, 08:01 PM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

They're coming back...the suicidal urges are coming back, and they are coming back strong. I don't know how much longer I can hold off.
Forum: Games and Things December 22nd 2012, 06:22 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

My dad doesn't know that my step-mom have serious arguments about 4 times a week. He doesn't know that the reason I am leaving is because of her.
Forum: Games and Things November 30th 2012, 05:47 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

She gave me an ultimatum: either she leaves or I leave. I decided to be the one who leaves because I know that she make s my dad happy and I don't want to hurt him.
Forum: Games and Things November 16th 2012, 01:14 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

I haven't been listening to my doctor about staying off of my broken ankle completely. It's just not reasonable for me to be bedridden for 3 weeks.
Forum: Games and Things October 29th 2012, 04:23 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

I'm have such bad urges right now and I don't know if I can resist them any longer.
Forum: Games and Things October 5th 2012, 12:51 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

I don't mean to hurt them when I hurt myself or try to kill myself, I honestly don't but it does hurt them, and I don't know how to survive without hurting myself, which means I have to hurt other...
Forum: Games and Things October 4th 2012, 02:21 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

I cause everyone around me pain. I don't mean to and no matter how hard I try not to it doesn't work. I am a HUGE burden to everyone.
Forum: Games and Things September 5th 2012, 05:34 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

I've been listening to songs, watching videos/movies, and reading books that I know will trigger me, but honestly I don't really care. I kind of want it to trigger me because if it makes me...
Forum: Games and Things September 1st 2012, 01:59 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

I can't let anyone know when I self-harm because if I do then my step-mom will drink and if my step-mom drinks then my dad will kick her out and I will be all alone again. I need her, she needs me. ...
Forum: Games and Things August 16th 2012, 04:53 PM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

My eating has been getting less and less again, I'm losing weight and I like it, it's not anorexia again (yet) but it could be heading that way, and honestly I don't really care.
Forum: Games and Things July 24th 2012, 09:48 PM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

Every time I look in the mirror I am disgusted by what I see.
Forum: Games and Things July 22nd 2012, 04:02 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

When I'm walking down the street I always have thoughts about how easy it would be to just jump in front of a car and end it all.
Forum: Games and Things July 18th 2012, 03:38 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

Today the depression came back, but not full force, the thing is I know that eventually it will come back stronger than ever. I'm incureable.
Forum: Games and Things November 24th 2011, 05:23 PM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

My mental state is once again going downhill, and it's happening quick. I wish I knew what to do to stop it, but I know that once I it gets so bad there is no stopping it, except for one way:...
Forum: Games and Things October 4th 2011, 05:21 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

I secretly wish that I could trade places with a stable person for a day so someone else will understand what its like to live the way I do and so I could find out what it's like to be "normal".
Forum: Games and Things October 2nd 2011, 05:17 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

I keep saying I'm fine, but I'm not. I need someone to save me bacause I can't save myself.
Forum: Games and Things August 20th 2011, 10:25 PM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

I just wish someone would rescue me, I can't do this on my own.
Forum: Games and Things July 22nd 2011, 12:54 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

Sometimes I get so angry that I get scared I am going to hurt someone really bad so instead I hurt myself.
I lie to everyone around me and tell them I'm fine so they won't know that I am still...
Forum: Games and Things July 7th 2011, 04:33 PM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

Even though I say I'm okay, I'm not, I'm not okay at all.
Taking away my medications away from me isn't going to stop me from killing myself.
Every day I ask the Goddess to kill me.
I think about...
Forum: Games and Things June 23rd 2011, 04:23 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

Even though I push people away sometimes all I really want is a hug and a shoulder to cry on.
Forum: Games and Things May 16th 2011, 01:01 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

I'm so lonely that I'm thinking about taking a man that's more than twice my age up on his offer.
Forum: Games and Things May 10th 2011, 02:25 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

I wish I was never born.
Forum: Games and Things May 8th 2011, 04:58 AM
Replies: 2,100
Views: 80,086
Posted By Evanescent
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.

I don't think I will ever find someone to love me in a romance way.
I cut myself when things get too hard.
I've made 19 serious suicide attempts.
I hate myself more than anything.
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