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Forum: Why Me? May 19th 2015, 02:48 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

You know what, this guy is a real bitch and anything and everything he does should not at all have to do with my well being. He can do whatever the fuck he wants because he is an asshole and he hurt...
Forum: Why Me? May 3rd 2015, 04:35 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

tonight's show didn't go very well and pat was there and i just feel low and triggered.
Forum: Why Me? April 29th 2015, 03:30 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i had a really bad night and tried to commit suicide and now my stomach is just awful....
college is scary...
why is my face this way...
Forum: Why Me? April 25th 2015, 02:15 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i relapsed and had some hydro and to be honest it didn't even feel like much but i hate myself for having it but at the same time i need more. im tired of feeling numb and bitchy and disgusting....
Forum: Why Me? April 21st 2015, 11:58 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i'm doing so terribly, i'm fighting with everyone and losing all of my friends, i'm never going to get into college, i'm so close to cutting myself it's not even funny, i smell cigarettes everywhere,...
Forum: Why Me? April 21st 2015, 04:13 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i'm thinking that this is where i break...
not that it matters... of course
i don't matter...
Forum: Why Me? April 12th 2015, 03:03 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

my very best friend, the only person that i actually cared this much about, doesn't want me in his life anymore. he said goodbye.
.... it's over i think.


.... i don't know what to do now....
Forum: Why Me? April 11th 2015, 02:50 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

period started, friends keep complaining, i can't talk about my problems because i'm ridiculous, prom is paining me because i don't think i'm going to get to go, i have such a busy day tomorrow, my...
Forum: Why Me? April 10th 2015, 02:53 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

he actually emailed me.
i rejoiced, i cried on my friends shoulder and panicked and then rejoiced....
and he's... angry at me. a few short emails of anger and disbelief and then nothing again.... ...
Forum: Why Me? April 7th 2015, 09:59 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

so so so so much anxiety.
Forum: Why Me? April 6th 2015, 11:00 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

to be honest everyone is just annoying in my real life. my parents. my sisters. my friends. my cast.

the internet is a lot better.

thanks for that, internet.
Forum: Why Me? April 2nd 2015, 06:47 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

.... my boyfriend fucked someone else, i probably have the flu, and i in general feel very low today.
Forum: Why Me? April 1st 2015, 07:07 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

food poisoning, morning sickness, stomach flu who really knows right?
Forum: Why Me? March 31st 2015, 12:14 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i feel really sick but i can't tell my parents because they'll get mad and assume i'm pregnant and they won't let me stay home even as ill as i feel ugh ugh ugh.
Forum: Why Me? March 30th 2015, 12:18 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

just love having anxiety over something stupid like misspelled words or a splinter or god forbid a thread on teenhelp...
Forum: Why Me? March 28th 2015, 01:47 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

to be honest i'm so angry at my parents for taking my things and i'm angry at myself for not being more responsible and i wish i was pretty ok i don't know.
Forum: Why Me? January 29th 2015, 07:35 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I just want to talk to him so badly, and I probably barely exist to him. Ugh. Why.

Show choir sounds really unappetizing.

AP Chemistry test tomorrow should just be a hoot.
Forum: Why Me? January 14th 2015, 10:26 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i can't believe how bad things have gotten. i'm so alone. no one stays. i understand why but... why.
Forum: Why Me? January 3rd 2015, 02:48 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

oh god im so confused he's gone he just won't answer me he's ignoring me and i dont know why i don't know if he is back with her or just doesn't need me anymore but i need him and i can't sleep or...
Forum: Why Me? January 1st 2015, 11:18 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i'm so lost and so alone and so frustrated why can't i just for once be good enough or strong enough or pretty enough or live in the right place or do the right thing or make someone need me as much...
Forum: Why Me? December 24th 2014, 08:27 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i think i bore him and i am scared i'm going to lose him because he lives so far away and i can't make him... happy... from here. i'm just. not worth it am i.
Forum: Why Me? November 5th 2014, 07:30 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I love him far too much and it just hurts it fucking hurts.
Forum: Why Me? October 15th 2014, 02:59 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I don't really have a care in the world yet I care too much and I have no motivation to do anything really and I'm just sad and alone and pathetic and done. And if you're on Staff and see this I'm so...
Forum: Why Me? September 24th 2014, 12:44 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I just want to curl up and die today.
I'm so alone and no one sees how bad I'm doing.
I'm just... nothing.
Forum: Why Me? September 15th 2014, 11:02 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I feel really suicidal is all....
Forum: Why Me? September 5th 2014, 12:00 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I thought staying home would help me feel a little better but guess not and now I have to catch up in class.
And Matthew was probably gawking over Mimi all the fucking day gag me.
And I should be...
Forum: Why Me? August 29th 2014, 01:49 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I don't think I like cute boy from bus as much anymore and I feel bad.
I love Matthew and I want to rip my heart out and bury it. And he asked me to go out for ice-cream or watch a movie with him...
Forum: Why Me? August 27th 2014, 11:20 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My mom has her new phone and my dad is so pissed and so hurt.
She's a bitch and she ditched me and Megan at school and then blamed us for my other sister's missing of gymnastics like fucking really?...
Forum: Why Me? August 26th 2014, 10:48 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My mom bought herself a new iphone with what could have been my New York money without permission, my dad believes that I'm an alcoholic, I want Matthew back more than ever, school is so stressful...
Forum: Why Me? August 24th 2014, 03:55 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I get so scared that you'll find somebody else..... that I physically tear myself apart to get your attention away from every other prettier sweeter female.... I'm afraid to lose what isn't mine to...
Forum: Why Me? August 23rd 2014, 10:32 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I have so much anxiety I can't audition for the play I really wanna be a part of, I can't look my friends in the eye, hell I can't send a goddamn birthday list to my family without being nervous and...
Forum: Why Me? August 22nd 2014, 03:03 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Apparently I have MRSA under my arm and I had to get it numbed and cut open and now I'm in so much pain and I just want to cry on someone's shoulder but I have no one.
My hallucinations are back,...
Forum: Why Me? August 21st 2014, 12:35 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Omygod okay, my ex boyfriend Patrick, his ex girlfriend who he cheated on me with Amanda, and his new girlfriend who he's gonna cheat on and who's 5 years younger than him Tori... are having this...
Forum: Why Me? August 18th 2014, 06:54 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I want these guys to leave me alone but I'm too much of an insecure wuss to do so. Last time I tried to tell one of them off... it was just bad that's all. Part of me thinks I deserve their shit....
Forum: Why Me? August 17th 2014, 08:38 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My puppy was poisoned and I won't get to see her for a couple days.
C won't. Stop. Being. A. Douche.
Kinda triggered.
Hate writing essays.
Really miss M.
So terrified for school starting Tuesday.
Forum: Why Me? August 14th 2014, 06:46 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Well. I had gone a good 4 months or so without cutting myself and then I JUST DO IT LIKE.... what.
Great. So that happened.
AND THEN he expects me to still fuck him, and honestly I really want to...
Forum: Why Me? August 6th 2014, 06:12 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I don't think I can handle another day of band camp. Another day of seeing him and hearing his voice and watching him try to include me in his life but me there just not being able to touch him or...
Forum: Why Me? August 5th 2014, 11:02 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

He won't get out of my head and I'm just so angry and sad.
Forum: Why Me? May 19th 2014, 11:15 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

the tension in my house right now is disgusting.
really just wanna leave this place.
or make them all leave, idk.

all I'm asking for is a little fucking care and support. you know, because i...
Forum: Why Me? May 14th 2014, 05:43 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I just.... I don't see any point in living...
I want to cry so badly, I can't handle this stress or anxiety or urges....
I can't STOP picturing fresh, deep cuts down my arms, I keep wanting to tear...
Forum: Why Me? May 13th 2014, 01:41 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't fucking know what I'm doing GODDAMNIT I NEED FUCKING HELP WHO AM I WHAT AM I WHY AM I ALIVE I WANT TO DISAPPEAR.
My grades are so shit I don't even know why I'm...
Forum: Why Me? May 10th 2014, 09:34 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I have a lot to do for school and it sucks so much I can't believe I let it get this bad and here I am wasting time on TH or crying or wanting to die like I don't deserve.... to waste time...
I...
Forum: Why Me? May 8th 2014, 12:33 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Boyfriend rant.

You still fucking love her and I'm an idiot but its okay, you know, because she's the first love okay? But seriously.
Walk HER to her classes.
Walk HER to her car.
Say hi to HER...
Forum: Why Me? May 2nd 2014, 12:27 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My throat is starting to kill again which means more medications more pills more triggers and more tears. I don't know why I'm still alive but its kind of... annoying...
I wanna see him this...
Forum: Why Me? April 16th 2014, 01:42 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Fake days, Bipolar nights, tears from no reason, can't fight the frights.
I just want a hug and I want to be good enough and I want to be able to trust in people and in myself and in life.
I just...
Forum: Why Me? April 13th 2014, 11:38 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I shouldn't be complaining but I am because I'm a selfish baby like that.
I keep having these thoughts of what it'd be like to cut myself really really deep and not die (well maybe die) but end up...
Forum: Why Me? April 3rd 2014, 08:26 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

P keeps texting me and mindfucking my head and I hate it, damnit I was happy with M and now P is fucking me up I'm just gah. fisflhqIOJDOPSDNIQWSBUQDLILSMOIQ;EJ;OIWjsaio;dwjbwueqoiewi.
He's supposed...
Forum: Why Me? April 1st 2014, 03:11 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I just can't take this feeling, I hate this random, but wrecking sadness inside of me, I can't do it anymore.
I could die and no one would care, no one would notice, I'm invisible and no one needs...
Forum: Why Me? March 27th 2014, 02:10 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Our bank accounts have nothing in them, they might turn our water and TV off, all because my mom has been taking our money, about $14,000 just so far, and spending it on herself for her underwear...
Forum: Why Me? March 17th 2014, 12:21 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I can't take this family anymore.
My dad kicked my mom out.
More secrets more lies more secrets more lies.
She's been seeing a what??? A psychic? What the hell?
Oh, and great, Nicole's in on the...
Forum: Why Me? March 16th 2014, 01:44 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Why am I sad??? :'(
Forum: Why Me? March 12th 2014, 07:25 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Grades suck.
Parents suck.
Anxieties suck.
I suck.

Just want to hold him and feel better, like yesterday. Don't want to worry. Don't want to feel like shit.

Preparing for the worst.
Forum: Why Me? March 10th 2014, 02:42 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm just... I just wanna cry. And now I'm crying, fuck... I should be so happy, and I am, it's just that I'm in so much pain still, and I'm always triggered and the littlest things make me crazy now....
Forum: Why Me? February 24th 2014, 03:49 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I HATE PERIODS :glare: :reallyangry: :censored:
Forum: Why Me? February 22nd 2014, 04:35 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Gotta spend the next 24 hours at a confirmation retreat.
Oh Lord wish me luck... Amen.
Forum: Why Me? February 21st 2014, 11:36 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Broke my fucking phone screen already.
Forum: Why Me? February 20th 2014, 06:07 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Pretty sure he's moved on to some other chick, and I shouldn't be complaining because I have Matthew for support and all, but I don't know what was lies and what was love... Just hurts that I wasn't...
Forum: Why Me? February 19th 2014, 05:02 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Cuts hurt so much :'(
Forum: Why Me? February 18th 2014, 06:09 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I hate nightmares. It's bad enough that things turn to disasters in real life but I don't want a dramatized version every single night of my failures and imperfections...
I'm never good enough.
I...
Forum: Why Me? February 16th 2014, 07:59 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

And I'm single again.
I'm not good enough.
Again.
Forum: Why Me? February 3rd 2014, 02:01 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Apparently someone from my school found my account either on here or another site which I blog on and are telling lots of people about my problems??
Yeah so might have to delete my blog.... any way...
Forum: Why Me? January 22nd 2014, 02:37 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I hate being a girl.
About ready to chop my vagina off and feed it to lions.
Nope nope nope.
Suicidal thoughts. Nope.
Nope don't cry.
It's okay you pathetic little shit.
Forum: Why Me? January 14th 2014, 03:06 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm always so sad. I'm so tired of it :'(
Forum: Why Me? January 11th 2014, 04:24 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Its pretty damn sad when I talk to my boyfriend's friend more than to my boyfriend. Enough said. I'm a little pissed.
You know, I was talking to my friend today, how she's gonna break up with her...
Forum: Why Me? January 4th 2014, 03:25 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

*this is really triggering and uses some pretty harsh language*

FUCK EVERYTHING. Just fuck it.
Fuck my mom, I hope my dad divorces her sorry ass and she leaves us for Kraig.
Fuck my dad, I hope...
Forum: Why Me? January 2nd 2014, 05:08 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Why is today an E day goddammit. I hate them. So much. Want an O day. Class with Pat.
Don't really wanna go to show choir.
I like cutting myself. Is that sick? I think its pretty.....
Finals and...
Forum: Why Me? December 23rd 2013, 05:46 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

GAHHHH WHY MUST I LIVE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE!? THE PRETTY RECKLESS IS GOING ON TOUR WITH FALL OUT BOY IN EUROPE AND I'M HERE ON THE WRONG SIDE OF THE PLANET GAHHH!
Forum: Why Me? December 21st 2013, 03:39 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm fucking sick. Great. Perfect.
I wish I was enough for him, I think he's starting to lose interest...
I want to stop eating but that's too hard. I want to cut but that's too hard. God I'm such a...
Forum: Why Me? December 20th 2013, 03:50 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Period. Cramps. Being a woman sucks. Want my boyfriend. Want ice-cream. Want blah...
Forum: Why Me? December 18th 2013, 05:56 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Taylor you fucking idiot.
Forum: Why Me? December 14th 2013, 06:44 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My younger sisters can do whatever they want with their friends but I can't go on a nice date with my boyfriend. Where's the logic?
Forum: Why Me? December 13th 2013, 02:40 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

It scares me that I will never be the most important thing to him. I must be incredibly boring compared to his beautiful and flawless cigarettes.
Forum: Why Me? December 12th 2013, 10:54 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Why can't I do anything right?!? I think I'm hurting him more than helping.... I just want him to be happy :'(
Forum: Why Me? December 8th 2013, 09:33 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Don't know if this concert is cancelled or not UGH stupid-ass snow! D:
Forum: Why Me? December 6th 2013, 03:37 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Maybe drugs would help this shit feeling I have....
Forum: Why Me? December 5th 2013, 03:36 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Why can't they just be fucking happy for me? You never cared about my life before, now I'm happy and you decide I'm fucking wrong.
No. You're wrong.
Forum: Why Me? December 4th 2013, 03:26 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I should be so fucking happy, why do I still feel depressed :(
Forum: Why Me? December 3rd 2013, 02:48 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

He had NO FUCKING RIGHT to act that way tonight! You know what, fuck him too. I'm happy without him. And he's better off without the waste of space I am.
Forum: Why Me? November 25th 2013, 03:09 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm so sick of this. I just want to sleep and never ever wake up ever. I'm done. I want to give up. Scars and scars and I'll welcome them like loves.
Forum: Why Me? November 21st 2013, 07:26 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm such an idiot. Stupid pathetic little girl. I'm just a idiot...
Pm and Cr and Cs... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!
I cut myself today. Probably will get in trouble for that one.
Forum: Why Me? November 19th 2013, 08:49 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My grades are going to shit and I have so much late homework but I have no motivation and I'm just a failure.
Medications must not be helping, I still feel like a waste of life.... I hate feeling...
Forum: Why Me? November 18th 2013, 02:30 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm just so sad right now. I'm so angry and depressed and numb and clustered with horrible thoughts and it all could have been prevented if my parents had just said yes to letting me see a concert....
Forum: Why Me? November 8th 2013, 03:13 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

French is really boring and pointless when Matthew's not here. *sigh*
Its so cold in this school. Need a hug.
It hurts to look at Pat now. Fuck.
My computer won't let me enhance the bass levels....
Forum: Why Me? November 5th 2013, 02:50 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Its a shirt. Just a shirt. Don't shit bricks because I'm wearing a shirt you don't like. A shirt you think is giving the "wrong idea" and I should be wearing appropriate clothes that say I'm with...
Forum: Why Me? November 4th 2013, 02:18 AM
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

No motivation to do my math homework but hey what else is new.
Forum: Why Me? November 2nd 2013, 03:13 AM
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My night was supposed to be great.
I was so.... I was just so ready to have a perfect night. I thought I looked pretty. I thought I'd get kissed. I thought I was liked. I thought I thought I...
Forum: Why Me? October 28th 2013, 08:24 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

So unmotivated and lazy.
Fuck everything.
Can I just never get up again.
Ugly.
Worthless.
Slut.
Homework.
Drama.
Blah.
Forum: Why Me? October 27th 2013, 02:12 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Didn't get the fucking solo. Great. Just thought I'd add on to a shitty, lame day.
I'm such a twisted, sick failure.
Die Taylor Die.
Forum: Why Me? October 26th 2013, 04:58 PM
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Throat kills.
I'm a whore.
Confused.
Don't want to start taking those pills.
Forum: Why Me? October 22nd 2013, 02:18 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

........God I wish he'd kissed me.....
Forum: Why Me? October 19th 2013, 05:08 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Homecoming is today.
Fucking hell.
Maybe I'll drop dead.
Forum: Why Me? October 19th 2013, 03:23 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Patrick doesn't care about me I can guarantee it. I'm like this joke in his life to bring up around his friends and laugh about because oh this depressed easy sophomore had sex with me. He doesn't...
Forum: Why Me? October 14th 2013, 03:01 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I could be in a good mood but no my depression steps in and makes everything crap :'(
Forum: Why Me? October 11th 2013, 10:03 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Bad memories. Just put myself in a bad place. :'( I just wanna leave...
Forum: Why Me? October 11th 2013, 01:21 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My homecoming dress came today and its too big on me, thus making me look... awful... :(
Forum: Why Me? October 9th 2013, 04:09 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I just need to shut up. And die.
Forum: Why Me? October 1st 2013, 10:27 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

They're so angry :'( Someone help me make them stop :'(
Forum: Why Me? September 30th 2013, 06:57 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I just need to die. Okay.
Forum: Why Me? September 30th 2013, 02:24 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm just really suicidal right now and really alone but whatever it doesn't matter
Forum: Why Me? September 28th 2013, 03:23 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm so fucking paranoid :'(
Forum: Why Me? September 26th 2013, 12:16 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My teeth hurt so much, stupid dentist!
Stomach hurts.
I don't have a future, that's all there is to it.
No date to homecoming. All of my friends are getting dates.
Miss him.
Wish I could cut.
Forum: Why Me? September 24th 2013, 11:54 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

The world is full of a lot of idiots, and people cause so much fucking drama and make their lives sound oh so fucking sad, and you know what?
...I'm just... they have no idea.
Nope.
Forum: Why Me? September 22nd 2013, 03:36 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I don't even know why I'm bothering to look for beautiful homecoming dresses when I'm going to look ugly in everything....
Forum: Why Me? September 20th 2013, 03:21 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Stupid fucking school being so ignorant and trashing the French program, now what the hell do I do?
Forum: Why Me? September 15th 2013, 02:00 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

And so the pressure of having a boyfriend like him, once again, begins... :( I just can't take this. I really just wanna crawl out of my skin right now because I'm just that fucked up and a terrible...
Forum: Why Me? September 14th 2013, 04:40 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm the worst girlfriend ever :'(
Forum: Why Me? September 13th 2013, 03:53 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My face is so fucking ugly.
I'm getting fat.
I'm so stupid, like, I'm not even remotely intelligent.
My mom makes me want to punch animals.
I feel worthless. I don't know why.
I wish I could...
Forum: Why Me? September 11th 2013, 10:20 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

STUPID TECHNOLOGY BEING SO STUPID! D:
Forum: Why Me? September 11th 2013, 12:34 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I really don't want him to be what my father says he is. Drug dealer family/ drug addict family. I just... I care about him. A lot. I don't want it to be true.
Forum: Why Me? September 9th 2013, 05:22 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm really really jittery and nervous over NOTHING.
The VM list is so so so so long, and I'm not motivated to do anything :unsure:
My hair is being an asshole. Like no joke I look awful.
There's...
Forum: Why Me? September 8th 2013, 01:58 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I wish my head would screw on straight and I could just be okay and life wasn't such a bitch.
But that won't happen because its me. I'm always going to be an idiot and that's why I get used. I'm...
Forum: Why Me? September 6th 2013, 01:46 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Maybe my birthday will just suck.
My favorite uncle is a lying cheating man and I can't stand it.
My cousin might be cutting herself.
Mimi is still so upset about the whole thing that I'm not hers...
Forum: Why Me? September 3rd 2013, 05:32 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm really lazy even though I KNOW I need to do some Staff work.
I don't fucking understand this Melodyne stuff and they all treat me like a dork for not understanding it.
I have show choir for...
Forum: Why Me? September 3rd 2013, 01:13 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My weekend wasn't all that great. But what should I expect when I have no friends to text, no cousins my age there, and my parents should be getting a fucking divorce???
Show choir. Is so. Fucking....
Forum: Why Me? August 28th 2013, 01:54 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My mom is having an affair..... :'(
Forum: Why Me? August 28th 2013, 02:46 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Why the hell are we even having school in this heat???
My cuts are so... they're never enough and I don't know if I'm getting re-hooked but I almost... miss it.
I have to please everyone and help...
Forum: Why Me? August 25th 2013, 06:47 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I hope this week goes better. Knock on wood.
Because we all know it won't. Ha.
Forum: Why Me? August 23rd 2013, 09:11 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Allergies. Yuck.
When he leaves the room my stomach hurts... so my stomach hurts like crazy right now :'(
I can't help but feel like I was made to be this way. I'm programmed to be so depressed and...
Forum: Why Me? August 21st 2013, 02:24 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm such an ugly, fat fuck.
School is so hard on my nerves and I hate being such a freak.
He doesn't like me, and she does.
Sometimes being a girl just plain sucks.
This guy won't stop talking...
Forum: Why Me? August 18th 2013, 03:21 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm so triggered all of the time and its getting so hard, I think I might just give up and hurt myself. What does it matter. But I'm so terrified of... everything. UGH!
My throat and neck are...
Forum: Why Me? August 17th 2013, 03:34 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm having an allergic reaction, I'm completely alone and none of my friends want to talk to me anymore, I'm ugly and my life has no point, school is starting in three days and I'm so not ready, I...
Forum: Why Me? August 14th 2013, 03:24 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

That's my complaint. Boys can be so oblivious. Not all boys. But yeah :glare:
Forum: Why Me? August 13th 2013, 07:04 PM
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc8drnMPTY1rakpcyo1_500.gif
Forum: Why Me? August 12th 2013, 04:01 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I hate nightmares. Just make them stop :'(
Forum: Why Me? August 11th 2013, 04:56 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Guess that's karma, guess I deserve this, yes? I couldn't ever keep my mouth shut, so finally when we aren't talking anymore, and you forget I exist, you wait until me and Cody could have another...
Forum: Why Me? August 8th 2013, 02:22 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

"Oh, well whenever I'm alone with him I feel uncomfortable"
......Hunny, I hear his name and nearly cut myself. I can't hug him or talk to him, do you know how long it has been since I've talked to...
Forum: Why Me? July 31st 2013, 04:28 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I want to stop complaining about my fucking life but life keeps giving me things to want to complain about... even when they're all my fault.
I feel so alone but who would want to be with me?
I...
Forum: Why Me? July 28th 2013, 04:23 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Gaining weight, crying more and more, nearly cutting myself up, complaining to people that shouldn't care, chasing guys away with my depression....

why do I have to be me.... :'(
Forum: Why Me? July 27th 2013, 07:20 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm only ever wanted for one thing, sex. That's it. Says everyone, I have a "pretty face, gives away too quickly that I'm easy game"
....
and dude. The VM list. Ugh.
Forum: Why Me? July 26th 2013, 04:02 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Can't stop thinking about him and it's tearing me apart.... :'(
Forum: Why Me? July 23rd 2013, 01:13 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I really want to die... :'( I think I might... I might as well...
I'm not me anymore and I can't take this darkness. I can't stand being suffocated by the end anymore.....
I'm sorry I just.... I'm...
Forum: Why Me? July 4th 2013, 03:41 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I wish I was prettier....

There's so many new users in need of VMs and...gr. I need motivation.

I want to see him so much but I'm too scared.

Why am I so fucked up?
Forum: Why Me? July 1st 2013, 04:17 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Why won't he text me....... Omygod I'm so whiny D:
Forum: Why Me? June 30th 2013, 03:09 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Cried myself to sleep.
Great.
Forum: Why Me? June 29th 2013, 08:01 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

4 and a half hours left to panic and attempt to gather the strength to see him there.... Jesus Christ guys I seriously have never been so scared in my life to see my friend. I might not even have to...
Forum: Why Me? June 29th 2013, 03:41 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I really should have thought this whole "going to the show HE'S IN" thing through.
God Taylor... great idea....
I'm gonna see him there, I know it.
.... I'm gonna burst into tears.... I can feel...
Forum: Why Me? June 28th 2013, 07:31 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm so fucking itchy and I cut myself last night and I cried myself to sleep reading his text messages and I heard Matthew's name and panicked and my face is peeling and our strawberries are already...
Forum: Why Me? June 22nd 2013, 05:16 AM
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Day two of him being in Europe and I'm stuck here alone...
....talk with my ex gone horribly wrong.... :'(
Forum: Why Me? June 21st 2013, 02:32 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

He's in Europe until the 1st of July. He just left this morning. And I'm already doing sort of bad without him.... this is bad.... especially when you throw in a desperate ex while the guy that's...
Forum: Why Me? June 2nd 2013, 02:00 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I can't act right in Avenue Q. I can't act period.
I can't get my homework right.
I can't talk right or look normal.
I can't be happy right.
I can't get Matthew to like me.
I can't make Mimi...
Forum: Why Me? June 2nd 2013, 02:00 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I can't act right in Avenue Q. I can't act period.
I can't get my homework right.
I can't talk right or look normal.
I can't be happy right.
I can't get Matthew to like me.
I can't make Mimi...
Forum: Why Me? May 30th 2013, 03:24 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Show Choir Audition sucked ass.
Cody interrupted the best, most amazing feeling I've had in weeks. CODY GO AWAY, I'M WITH MATTHEW. YOU. DON'T. OWN. ME.
I'm the worst actress in our play and they...
Forum: Why Me? May 29th 2013, 03:22 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Numb. So so so so numb. There's an itch under my skin and in my head feels fucking radioactive and my heart.... it's dead.
I'm dead.
Triggered.
Ugly.
Untalented.
Hated.
Pathetic.
Fucked Up.
...
Forum: Why Me? May 21st 2013, 03:38 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

So frustrated with myself. I can't multitask worth shit, especially on stage with a puppet on my left hard, my right hand controlling the arms with fucking wire rods, and my fingers opening and...
Forum: Why Me? May 17th 2013, 02:21 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My friends want me to get Staff On Leave more than I do.....
need help....
almost drank last night....
so much fucking homework.
Forum: Why Me? May 10th 2013, 07:10 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

So behind in school,
people treat me different when I SH,
dad thinks I'm a loon,
Blah Blah Blah life....
Forum: Why Me? May 9th 2013, 03:09 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Things are falling apart. so. quickly.
...nothing in particular, just everything.
Forum: Why Me? May 9th 2013, 02:39 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Shit.



I fucked up again.
Forum: Why Me? April 30th 2013, 02:19 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm NOT okay....
Forum: Why Me? April 26th 2013, 03:14 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I feel so numb and can't do shit about it.

My family doesn't accept that I want tattoos, not even one, and I'm here wanting over 20.
Great -_-

Somehow, webkinz came back into popularity at my...
Forum: Why Me? April 21st 2013, 03:27 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Everyone makes things so hard for me when I want them to be so simple. I want Cody. I want Matthew. I want Matthew long-term. I just want closure with Cody so I can get over him and be with Matthew...
Forum: Why Me? April 17th 2013, 11:21 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

she says she likes me a lot and she knows I like her too, and she knows I like him too. So what does she do? Flirts with him nonstop in front of me, and then basically climbs all over me to show HIM...
Forum: Why Me? April 14th 2013, 06:46 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

He chose me over a girl he's had a crush on for years, and a Brazilian model.
And I broke his heart.
Kinda feel like punishing myself for this one.
He could've been happy.
Forum: Why Me? April 12th 2013, 02:22 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Why can't I make up my mind?????
I love him.
No I love him.
Wait do I love her?
But I love him.
But GWERTYIOIUYTDRFCGVHBJMNBVCXZAQ!
I hate this.
I wish I could just press a button and die...
Forum: Why Me? April 11th 2013, 02:32 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

194
That's how many nightmares I've had in a little less then six months. That's about 160 days. That means that some nights I'd have two, even three nightmares.
16.
That's how many of those...
Forum: Why Me? April 9th 2013, 12:12 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

YOU ASSHOLE!
You build me up, make me feel so safe and better, and then chop me down into nothing!!!! You tell me that I'm going to go somewhere, and the moment I say something bad about my horrible...
Forum: Why Me? April 3rd 2013, 04:17 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Gave up cutting tonight and I already feel triggered enough to do it again....
but can't
because I'm going swimming on Thursday...Friday...and Saturday...
and I promised....
but all I am to...
Forum: Why Me? March 26th 2013, 03:30 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-
This is just..... :'(
Forum: Why Me? March 25th 2013, 04:04 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Depressed. So depressed.
Its taking everything out of me.


Parts of me wish she knew about what really happened over the summer.
So when she says things like "oh, well its good you can't take...
Forum: Why Me? March 25th 2013, 02:45 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I can't make tears when I need to cry,
I can't cut when I want to most because no one cares enough to stop me nor let me. It doesn't make sense that they want me to be numb. Then again, how would...
Forum: Why Me? March 24th 2013, 02:03 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I have to look at myself.
Mirrors don't like me.
Windows insult me.
Water judges me.
I hate myself.

Have to do my hair extreme curly, and go to church with the curls, and then to a birthday...
Forum: Why Me? March 22nd 2013, 03:20 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Get one grade up, another one falls, get that one up, another one falls.... and so on.

He hates me, a lot, I can tell. He will never ever ever ever want me. Period. And I see why.

The other...
Forum: Why Me? March 20th 2013, 03:54 PM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I thought it was bad when Mimi and you would make out.
But you and Zoa..... its like I'm being strangled. Shot, strangled, ripped apart and sliced to pieces. With the blades that you look away from...
Forum: Why Me? March 20th 2013, 02:36 AM
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Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

She is going out with someone else yet he can't see; she's gone. Gone. And I'm here.
I want you.
I need you.
I'll die without you
.....for fucks sake :'(

and then there's Cody who like... I'm...
Forum: Why Me? March 18th 2013, 02:01 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
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Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

There was a dead mouse somewhere in our dryer.....
ewwy
Forum: Why Me? March 15th 2013, 06:00 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

So triggered its not even funny... we're talking about Romeo and Juliet and everyone's bashing on suicide and suicidal people and being really selfish....
I'm nearly in tears....
Forum: Why Me? March 10th 2013, 07:27 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Got about 2 and a half hours of sleep (because someone a.k.a. me decided to drink 4 coffees yesterday).
Our show choir got dead last, probably because I fucked up my solo.... I fuck up...
Forum: Why Me? March 8th 2013, 03:34 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I get my worst grade up from a failing grade to a C+ and my parents yell at me. They yell at me for improving me.
I talk to my mom about my depression today and she makes it all about her or my...
Forum: Why Me? February 26th 2013, 01:20 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Dude she complains all the fucking time and then says "I shouldn't be complaining..... you have it worse...."
First of all, shut up, you have no idea what's going on with me. No clue. And second,...
Forum: Why Me? February 20th 2013, 03:44 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My teacher said, and I quote, "Here's one for Taylor over there (he tells jokes before class officially starts): One day a girl started drawing eights on their sides. She thought they were infinitely...
Forum: Why Me? February 20th 2013, 12:35 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

he blamed himself for my self harm......
and out of all of the things he could have said....
that's what he decided to tell me.....
Forum: Why Me? January 30th 2013, 06:16 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I was just checked for new cuts.... she didn't find them
36 days left....
Forum: Why Me? January 28th 2013, 03:06 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Just so sick of living, when everyone else seems okay and all I want is to die. When I'm jealous of every single girl around me, and they are all just fine with who they are, and so are all the guys...
Forum: Why Me? January 27th 2013, 04:15 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

when I want to cry, I can't. When I don't want to cry, I do.
I think Mimi is hurt by me. I think Matthew doesn't care about me anymore whatsoever. I think Jack is starting to get annoyed by me. All...
Forum: Why Me? January 22nd 2013, 12:58 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm FREAKING OUT! Dear God... what if I'm pregnant? I shouldn't have let that happen, I'm such a slut. God. I just. :'(
Forum: Why Me? January 18th 2013, 04:37 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

failed my solo today, in front of tons of people. Great. Just fucking amazing.


Really triggered.
Really suicidal.
Forum: Why Me? January 14th 2013, 12:53 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Geez.... #cutforbieber has gotten me just... depressed. Triggered even.
Have to see my therapist again, because my parents don't want a messed up daughter.
Single, once again, because my girlfriend...
Forum: Why Me? January 10th 2013, 06:36 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Purged today... throat sore... drinking so much liquid just to fill me up.... need to pee constantly.... no one cares about me.... can't wait 56 days.....
want to die......
why does it hurt so bad?...
Forum: Why Me? January 2nd 2013, 03:04 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I couldn't take it.. again... AGAIN! I cut, really?! And I can't tell anyone because its such a horrible, burden of a thing, and it would "ruin everything" well hell, I'm sorry for being such a...
Forum: Why Me? December 19th 2012, 03:03 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I think someone tried to ruin my day by giving me an anonymous note saying "I think you'e pretty cute ;) " haha..... motherfucker (most likely anyway....since I doubt any guy at this school thinks...
Forum: Why Me? December 2nd 2012, 04:22 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I couldn't help myself :'(
welcome to the relapse, razor...
Forum: Why Me? November 26th 2012, 10:30 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Geez..... we'd be going out right now but she's letting her parents get in the way.... she literally said that today in the hallway..before kissing my cheek :hehe:
o gosh whats happening to me.......
Forum: Why Me? November 11th 2012, 03:09 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

UGH insomnia sucks a**! I got about...uh....maybe 2 hours of sleep.
Motherf***ing nightmares better end soon or I'm gonna lose it, too
Forum: Why Me? November 11th 2012, 07:40 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

INSOMNIA! -.-
Forum: Why Me? November 7th 2012, 02:57 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm sick of her blaming me for something HE did! not my fault he can't control his feelings!!!!!!
Forum: Why Me? November 6th 2012, 02:35 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

the love of my life who is dating my best friend.... yeah uh...so he kissed me.
and oh, lets all just jump to the conclusion that I'm the one to blame.
....maybe he'd talk to me if he knew that I...
Forum: Why Me? November 2nd 2012, 02:15 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

barely a millimeter from the lips of the one I love,
and we have to pull away,
because he has a girlfriend, my best friend,
and also cuz his brother was coming up the stairs :p gr Jon....
but he...
Forum: Why Me? October 28th 2012, 02:41 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Spent about 12 hours dancing for show choir, my entire body now hurts in unimaginable ways. My head. My stomach. My legs and feet kill. My arms. Ugh.
So annoyed by my friends, especially a certain...
Forum: Why Me? October 14th 2012, 08:10 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

ive never been so confused about my feelings.....ever....never ever ever never ever.
you know that terrible feeling when you start falling for your ex....who has a gf...meanwhile your own bf loves...
Forum: Why Me? October 12th 2012, 11:52 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I cut again,
my boyfriend and I can't keep a conversation going, meanwhile my sorta-ex-heart-breaker can talk for hours and...he's confusing me so,
my mom slapped me last night, which actually I...
Forum: Why Me? October 9th 2012, 02:22 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

guess who decided to have her period on her horny boyfriend while fingering me. HA! Me! wouldn't ya know it!?

and I feel like dying in a hole. running away into the darkness and screaming and...
Forum: Why Me? August 23rd 2012, 12:19 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

just a few things here....
My bf wants me to skip mass tomorrow at school.....and I'm paranoid but really want to and ahhhhhhhhhhh very confused *)
my friend whom is SH free keeps writing a book...
Forum: Why Me? August 19th 2012, 11:05 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

took an EDNOS questionarre (just to see) on the internet (which doesn't mean anything but there was somewhere around 40 questions.
I scored 27......
38 or less says I might have anorexia.....
o...
Forum: Why Me? August 19th 2012, 03:15 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I need to be skinnier :?
Forum: Why Me? August 19th 2012, 12:55 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm happy now.....but for some reason.....I still find a constant need to be anorexic. Its like, my SH and ED issues flipped on the craving scale, and now SH isnt as important as being skinny.
And...
Forum: Why Me? August 14th 2012, 12:38 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

damn mother nature.....seriously.....can't get thru one phone call with my boyfriend without a cramp...seriously....
Forum: Why Me? July 19th 2012, 02:36 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

.....he lives too far away......damn distance :mad:
Forum: Why Me? June 23rd 2012, 01:34 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

my mom can't go one day without b*tching at me. not barely an hour. Just...grrrrrr
Forum: Why Me? June 20th 2012, 04:31 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I watched the glee project, and their music video was on bullying, and it made me think of my past bullying because of how I looked or my dry skin or how I was always this weird freak or a...
Forum: Why Me? June 11th 2012, 11:52 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 310,153
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I just want to give up. I'll never be good enough for anyone.
He never loved me. Bam, I know its true. I'm not that stupid. Well maybe I am for still thinking I had a fricking chance when I...
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