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Forum: Why Me? January 6th 2024, 07:57 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Am I kinda addicted?
Forum: Why Me? December 22nd 2023, 12:55 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

And my father behaves like... well, his usual.
Forum: Why Me? October 27th 2023, 11:20 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

My sinuses are so stuffed today. Again. I've done so much to relieve them, but it's been going on for FUCKING YEARS and nothing's changing.
Forum: Why Me? April 25th 2023, 08:46 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I wish I was smarter and able to finish the course by myself.
Forum: Why Me? January 12th 2023, 08:22 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'M SO FUCKING PISSED. At first you told me I was gonna be wearing braces for 2 years. Now I've been wearing them for 1,5 years and there are no results whatsoever, WORSE, my teeth look fucking worse...
Forum: Why Me? January 8th 2023, 09:25 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Every passing hour is a torture, I don't want to be alive
Forum: Why Me? January 3rd 2023, 11:24 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

This life is so not worth living.
Forum: Why Me? December 10th 2022, 07:24 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

A weekend trip should've made me relax, but it only made me even more stressed. I've been travelling so much through my whole life and I know very well that travelling plans should always be very...
Forum: Why Me? December 6th 2022, 09:05 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I wish I could go back to July. I would've done some things differently. Maybe now I would hate myself a little bit less. Or maybe not.
Forum: Why Me? December 5th 2022, 05:14 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Everything is crumbling down. First he lost his job, now I am going to lose my two jobs as well. I hate my life so much, I've always hated it, I just don't see how any pleasant things in life could...
Forum: Why Me? December 3rd 2022, 12:18 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

If life looks like this, then I don't want to be alive.
Forum: Why Me? November 30th 2022, 03:11 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Maybe I will never wake up from the anaesthesia.
Forum: Why Me? November 16th 2022, 11:26 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Our lives make no sense whatsoever. Just admit it.
Forum: Why Me? October 22nd 2022, 08:57 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm a fucking stupid piece of shit
Forum: Why Me? October 16th 2022, 10:37 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Every single time I have to go back to that place where we live I cry. I don't want it anymore, I want to leave you and that place and go back home, but I cannot do it, because I'm too weak.
Forum: Why Me? October 9th 2022, 07:29 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Why do you have to put all the tasks on me? The whole place hasn't been cleaned for years and then I need to clean all the cupboards and fridges in one afternoon? And on a Saturday afternoon when I'm...
Forum: Why Me? August 18th 2022, 02:59 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Why cannot I learn this? Why? Why does everybody know how to do it and I DON'T???!!!
Forum: Why Me? July 18th 2022, 12:38 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

i can't believe i'm sick AGAIN
Forum: Why Me? July 4th 2022, 02:53 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

my life is such a huge pile of shit, I should never had been born
Forum: Why Me? June 16th 2022, 05:05 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I am angry and annoyed at the company my bf works in because they make him work unpaid overtime. He's tired and angry because of that, and it makes me feel down as well.
Forum: Why Me? May 18th 2022, 02:12 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

All the emotions and hatred for myself overwhelmed me. There was a point when I stopped caring altogether. It was just too much.
Forum: Why Me? May 14th 2022, 05:09 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Why do I think about dying all the time?
Forum: Why Me? May 12th 2022, 10:16 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I wish I could take a rest from life
Forum: Why Me? May 11th 2022, 05:57 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

All of this is getting out of hand. This world is straight up crazy and I absolutely hate it :)
Forum: Why Me? May 10th 2022, 08:09 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Hate my life, hate myself.
Forum: Why Me? May 10th 2022, 03:01 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I have been up since 4 am. Couldn't sleep. Everything is aching. I hate my life.
Forum: Why Me? April 1st 2022, 11:23 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I cannot concentrate I cannot concentrate I cannot concentrate
Forum: Why Me? March 25th 2022, 02:15 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

why. the fuck. do you have to. listen to your fucking music so fucking loud and every single fucking day!
can't you imagine that in this block live other people who ARE FUCKING ANNOYED BY YOUR...
Forum: Why Me? March 22nd 2022, 01:09 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Why are we arguing all the time? Is it only going to get worse? Are you childish, or am I wrong?
Forum: Why Me? February 24th 2022, 01:39 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Everything is hopeless
Forum: Why Me? February 18th 2022, 09:51 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Nice. So nice. I can't decide if I want to be in a relationship or not. Who can decide if I can't?

I sometimes think I would be better off alone.
Forum: Why Me? February 10th 2022, 04:26 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

My life is a piece of fucking shit
JUST LET ME DIE!!!!!!!
Forum: Why Me? February 9th 2022, 05:03 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I'm so frustrated
I fucking hate my...
Forum: Why Me? February 6th 2022, 05:42 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself
Forum: Why Me? February 5th 2022, 07:33 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

To be honest, I stopped caring what happens to me at all. Move? Yeah. Work? Sure. Be with you? Whatever.
Forum: Why Me? February 3rd 2022, 03:44 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Not only have I been feeling depressed for weeks, now I also have super painful period, a headache and I want to vomit.
Forum: Why Me? January 24th 2022, 05:31 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I cut myself. I cut myself for the first time since 3 years ago. I'm nothing. I'm useless. I'm inadequate. I'm trash. I should be dead.
Forum: Why Me? January 20th 2022, 03:38 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

It's stressing me very much
Forum: Why Me? January 16th 2022, 06:51 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I banged my head against the wall today. I just felt like doing it and couldn't resist. I wish I could tell my boyfriend about this situation, but I won't because I don't want to worry him.
Forum: Why Me? January 3rd 2022, 02:51 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't speak to him, I miss him. I speak to him, I immediately get annoyed and unkind to him. What's wrong with me?
Forum: Why Me? January 1st 2022, 02:17 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't want to have anything more to do with you. Leave me the fuck alone!!!!!!
Forum: Why Me? December 29th 2021, 08:36 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

My dog is sick. I don't have the energy to take care of him.
Forum: Why Me? December 28th 2021, 07:22 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Can't figure out my fucking feelings
Forum: Why Me? December 22nd 2021, 01:49 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Why does it have to be this way, why, why, why?
Forum: Why Me? December 21st 2021, 11:18 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I hate my life, I hate myself. For the past weeks my boyfriend had been my only sense of life, and now I broke up with him, and I cannot see any single light in my life.
Forum: Why Me? December 20th 2021, 08:47 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

What the fuck have I done to deserve this?
Forum: Why Me? December 14th 2021, 04:50 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I feel like there is no way out of all these situations. Whatever I do, everything will be wrong. Just like in the past - everything in my life has gone wrong. I want to die
Forum: Why Me? December 13th 2021, 10:30 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I want to die
Forum: Why Me? December 11th 2021, 03:09 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

why suicidal all the time?
Forum: Why Me? December 6th 2021, 11:46 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

these feelings are so strong, so confusing, so destructive for me and everybody else I am hurting. I wish I could disappear instead of having to handle everything. This is too much for me to handle....
Forum: Why Me? November 22nd 2021, 10:49 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm overthinking everything
Forum: Why Me? November 7th 2021, 01:51 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Too many thoughts, too many worries.
Forum: Why Me? August 24th 2021, 12:08 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Two people I've been calling my best friends have left me out. Three times now. I don't have anyone else I would call a friend. I feel devastated and so alone.
Forum: Why Me? August 14th 2021, 06:32 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I feel so inadequate. So out of place, so not enough.
Forum: Why Me? August 5th 2021, 05:46 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm afraid of life, afraid of the future. I realised all my beloved fantasy worlds that are an escape for me now have always been my escape. Ever since I fell in love with fantasy as a small kid....
Forum: Why Me? July 29th 2021, 10:43 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Depression strikes again. How wonderful.
Forum: Why Me? July 10th 2021, 03:35 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

So so much emotions inside me.
Forum: Why Me? July 5th 2021, 08:05 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Shit, I'm so afraid I've made a huge mistake.
Forum: Why Me? July 4th 2021, 05:45 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Constant feeling of guilt for everything is crushing me. I wish I could stop being alive for an hour, a day, maybe a week or maybe more
Forum: Why Me? July 3rd 2021, 06:52 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Too many doubts and what ifs in my head. It doesn't matter now, I have said what I had to say.
Forum: Why Me? June 28th 2021, 04:41 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

It's difficult to wait through that silence.
Forum: Why Me? June 27th 2021, 04:22 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

My mind is so heavy.
Forum: Why Me? June 25th 2021, 11:56 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I experienced such a sudden mental breakdown yesterday. It crushed me.
Forum: Why Me? June 20th 2021, 05:21 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I focus too much on whining about how far you are, even though you've never been close enough.
Forum: Why Me? June 12th 2021, 06:23 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I despise this feeling of hopelessness.
Forum: Why Me? June 2nd 2021, 08:26 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

However wondrous, human mind has an uncanny ability (and tendency) to sabotage itself, drive itself insane, and torture instead of trying to soothe itself in difficult situations. Instead of...
Forum: Why Me? May 28th 2021, 06:09 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm feeling... strange. I've been feeling strange. It's been more than half a year but this feeling seems to have got me in the end.
Forum: Why Me? May 25th 2021, 08:36 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

My mental health's been declining. why...?
Forum: Why Me? May 14th 2021, 07:07 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't know what to do with myself.
I wish I could ride motorbikes.
Forum: Why Me? April 24th 2021, 03:33 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I reached out to you. Now it's your move. I'm just fearful you'll never make that move. Probably because you don't want to engage.
Forum: Why Me? March 30th 2021, 07:20 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

What a pity it didn't work out. It could have been fantastic.
Forum: Why Me? March 3rd 2021, 12:19 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

It's all hopeless
Forum: Why Me? February 17th 2021, 11:42 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

No motivation today
Forum: Why Me? February 13th 2021, 03:33 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Are you serious? Are you fucking serious? I've never ever called in sick or skipped work because of any other reason, today I'd been vomiting all day long and you dare say I'm pretending I'm ill...
Forum: Why Me? February 11th 2021, 08:27 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

And so, next Valentine's Day as a single is approaching. The last one was the best VD of my life, what a pity it happened only once.
Forum: Why Me? February 6th 2021, 04:42 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

it's all wrong. i'm not fit enough, not productive enough, not motivated enough. i'm not enough. i'm not fit for this world, that's it. and that's why i should probably depart from here.
Forum: Why Me? February 1st 2021, 11:16 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I wanna die. I hate every day of this life
Forum: Why Me? January 17th 2021, 04:42 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I want to die... again
Forum: Why Me? January 13th 2021, 10:33 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

This situation is hopeless
Forum: Why Me? January 6th 2021, 06:37 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I have already increased the dosage of medication. And I've been feeling depressed again. Am I doomed to suffer from depression my whole life?
Forum: Why Me? January 4th 2021, 01:52 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I feel so low.
Forum: Why Me? December 21st 2020, 06:25 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

It's been a long time since I felt somebody's absence this intensively.
Forum: Why Me? December 12th 2020, 07:02 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I miss my ex...
Forum: Why Me? November 11th 2020, 02:18 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I fucking miss going to concerts and losing myself in music loud enough to deafen my own thoughts.
Forum: Why Me? November 6th 2020, 08:07 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

It's really stupidly hurtful to see couples who were together when we used to be and they're still together while we're not anymore. You'd think that'd be the least problematic tbh. Like, c'mon. But...
Forum: Why Me? October 25th 2020, 04:21 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

My life doesn't make sense and if the meds are the last resort, what should i do when ive been taking them for so long and all i feel is that things are worse every day?
Forum: Why Me? October 17th 2020, 02:05 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Really? Really that's what you decided to do? I thought it wasn't possible to go any lower. Fuck off you dickhead
Forum: Why Me? October 13th 2020, 07:56 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Still no word from you? How dare you?
Forum: Why Me? October 4th 2020, 05:26 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

You showed me this song and I love it. I want to listen to it all day. But the thing is, it reminds me of you when I should be thinking about everything but you.
Forum: Why Me? January 6th 2020, 01:24 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

back to reality after christmas?

noooo way.
Forum: Why Me? November 24th 2019, 01:16 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I get to see my boyfriend so rarely. And for so short. I miss him. I'm jealous of people who live in the same place as their partners. But I know I shouldn't be, for I'm happy to be with this special...
Forum: Why Me? November 13th 2019, 11:29 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I haven't been feeling down since August. Now a depressive episode's coming back. Go the fuck away
Forum: Why Me? November 7th 2019, 05:06 PM
Replies: 10,627
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Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Emotions, emotions, emotions.
Forum: Why Me? November 3rd 2019, 05:27 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

The person that reappeared in my life out of nowhere suddenly became the most important one, and it's killing me how little time together we get compared to how much we're apart. I miss him so much....
Forum: Why Me? October 5th 2019, 10:11 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

It seems like the whole world has decided to do everything in its power to prevent us from seeing each other. Why are there so many fucking obstacles?
Forum: Why Me? September 5th 2019, 03:26 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Tomorrow's school. Gosh.
Forum: Why Me? July 25th 2019, 06:19 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I miss your touch so fucking much
Forum: Why Me? July 16th 2019, 12:13 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

We've spent the whole night together. Are you gonna talk to me ever again? Will we get it all sorted one day?
Forum: Why Me? June 21st 2019, 10:35 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

i cry each time when i come home after meeting you. why do i still want to do it? it's totally crazy. i think i'm crazy.
Forum: Why Me? June 19th 2019, 02:59 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

You're still pulling me down.
Forum: Why Me? June 17th 2019, 03:56 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

You're not fucking worth it yet you make me feel so... down. It's not your fault. I know. I know. How could I blame you for that I fell for you? I'm just... so down...
Forum: Why Me? June 16th 2019, 08:28 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm not enjoying anything that I am doing.

Everything I do is to pass the time.

Am I going to just pass the time until my death? What a shitty way to get through this world.
Forum: Why Me? June 12th 2019, 08:26 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm not gonna go to school. I don't care. It's so unimportant. I don't care about the maturity exam. I don't care about university. I don't care about a job. I don't care about life. It's not worthy....
Forum: Why Me? June 12th 2019, 07:42 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm a mess. I'm so unworthy. There's no way anybody will stick by my side. I should be dead
Forum: Why Me? June 10th 2019, 05:19 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Everything was kinda OK for a moment and it's gone again...
Forum: Why Me? April 30th 2019, 06:23 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

what's going on with my father?
Forum: Why Me? March 26th 2019, 07:52 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I didn't do well on my oral exam today.
Forum: Why Me? March 24th 2019, 07:24 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I wonder if my father even remembers the most important birthday in my life is this week
Forum: Why Me? March 16th 2019, 01:47 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Since I came back to my country it's been awful. I'm having depressed moods after not having them for like a month or so. I've been sleeping all days, I've got TONS of schoolwork to do after skipping...
Forum: Why Me? February 27th 2019, 03:28 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I wish I had talked to a certain person yesterday. I'm quite likely not to have a second chance. ever
Forum: Why Me? February 15th 2019, 04:56 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

WHY ARE YOU TORMENTING ME! Why did you have to appear in my life?!
Forum: Why Me? February 13th 2019, 06:29 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'd love to have anyone to talk to
Forum: Why Me? February 9th 2019, 09:03 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

None of my classmates cared to reply to my kind request. It doesn't matter how helpful I've always been to them, none cared to reply. And the person I thought I was colleagues with (forget about...
Forum: Why Me? January 23rd 2019, 03:13 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

All of it has become really tangled up now. I hope this is the way towards improvement. Please, give me patience. I will have it all sorted out if I'm patient; I will be ready for everything if I'm...
Forum: Why Me? January 20th 2019, 12:42 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Wow life, are you fucking serious? The fact that I'm lonely af doesn't mean I'm supposed to be attracted to basically everyone, like w h a t
Forum: Why Me? January 18th 2019, 04:57 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm supposed to enjoy myself. I'm supposed to fucking enjoy myself. Yet somehow a perspective of spending eight hours in the car staring blankly at the road because I can't do anything or I'll puke...
Forum: Why Me? January 10th 2019, 05:02 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

why is my father destroying my life?
Forum: Why Me? January 9th 2019, 12:54 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

ive been told high school's supposed to be the best time of my life, well fuck no it's like the worst so what are the other parts gonna be like? not sure if i wanna check that myself to be honest
Forum: Why Me? January 6th 2019, 07:02 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

school tomorrow. FUCKING AGAIN FUCKING NO


my Dad's a jerk
Forum: Why Me? January 5th 2019, 05:40 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm going to an escape room tomorrow. As if this alone wasn't enough for me to freak out, it's gonna be a horror one, Jesus fucking Christ, what was I thinking when I agreed on that shit? I'm...
Forum: Why Me? January 4th 2019, 09:48 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm so afraid of everything. Of life. Of what I should achieve but I'm not going to. Of other people, of being judged by no one but myself, of... the world, it seems, and the atrocious way it works. ...
Forum: Why Me? January 3rd 2019, 03:38 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

..........
Forum: Why Me? January 1st 2019, 07:20 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I have to go to school tomorrow. Seems like a nightmare. I feel my mind fighting to stay home, but it's as if kept in a cage of my body, which won't listen. My body will go and my mind will have to...
Forum: Why Me? December 30th 2018, 06:47 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I want to cry. I don't know why I'm doing anything, I don't even know what I'm doing. I want to cry. I want to die!!!
Forum: Why Me? December 30th 2018, 10:30 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't know if fantasy has kept me alive, because books and games have always been an escape, or if it has ruined me, because through fantasy I know how boring my life in this world is. Had it not...
Forum: Why Me? December 27th 2018, 07:03 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Even if I don't die today, I'm living with a thought, buried somewhere deep inside my head but always present there, that I will kill myself someday. I don't know if it happens in a year or in five...
Forum: Why Me? December 26th 2018, 05:05 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Seems everybody's got someone. Someone special. I'm never gonna find that person. I hate this fucking life.
Forum: Why Me? December 21st 2018, 05:34 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I love my two friends whom I haven't pushed away yet
Forum: Why Me? November 3rd 2018, 07:18 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

ill never have a boyfriend if i push everyone away.
Forum: Why Me? November 2nd 2018, 08:13 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

there is escape from everything but my mind, and my mind is exactly what I need to run away from
Forum: Why Me? October 21st 2018, 09:37 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

why would i prefer to disappear from this world than go to school tomorrow
Forum: Why Me? October 21st 2018, 10:44 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I hate this fucking Maths. No matter how much work I put into it, I can't grasp even the basics. It's constantly looming over me and I hate it. I hate the lessons and all the exercises and whatever...
Forum: Why Me? October 17th 2018, 06:52 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

i care too much i care too much i care too much! and then i just cut people off because i cant stand them, this way i will never have friends or a partner...
Forum: Why Me? October 14th 2018, 07:31 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

i want to punch everybody in the face at the sole thought of going to school
Forum: Why Me? October 13th 2018, 07:37 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

every symptom of depression appears in my life regularly X D
Forum: Why Me? October 1st 2018, 04:22 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

What is life without a shard of enjoyment in anything I do or in any second that passes? Is it anything more than a mutation, a flawed element that never should have entered this world?
Forum: Why Me? September 28th 2018, 06:00 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

i don't have enough strength to wash my hair or clean my room... let alone going on with living
Forum: Why Me? September 26th 2018, 04:13 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

i don't want to study anything... even if i did everybody comes home sits down and studies till 12 am... i cant i just come home and even if i wanted all i can do is play pc games or lie down and...
Forum: Why Me? September 24th 2018, 07:25 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

im exhausted
Forum: Why Me? September 23rd 2018, 09:42 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

i don't want to go to school i don't want to go to school i don't want to go to school
Forum: Why Me? September 17th 2018, 09:01 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

i dont feel like bearing the fucking life anymore...
Forum: Why Me? September 17th 2018, 05:05 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

im wasting my best years on being depressed and making my family sick with worry
Forum: Why Me? September 15th 2018, 04:01 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I've finished the book I'd been reading for the past two or three weeks. It had such a huge emotional influence on me... I was supposed to go ice-skating today with a friend for the first time after...
Forum: Why Me? September 9th 2018, 04:38 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

i dont even count self-harm-free days because i know ill cut again
Forum: Why Me? September 6th 2018, 08:34 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

it's awful it's awful it's so fucking awful
Forum: Why Me? September 5th 2018, 05:17 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I hate myself for cutting after 420 days of being clean and for making my parents worry about me. They can't sleep because of me and they have to work too much to earn money for my therapy.

I hate...
Forum: Why Me? September 1st 2018, 05:48 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Were the adventurers of the past told they wouldn't make it? Or did the voices in their heads tell them they wouldn't make it? Did voices haunt them at all?


I just want to die and disappear and...
Forum: Why Me? September 1st 2018, 01:14 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

i want to die
Forum: Why Me? August 27th 2018, 08:30 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Why am I depressed?
Forum: Why Me? August 23rd 2018, 12:13 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Three weeks that were supposed to build up my self-confidence only taught me that I'm simply unfit to handle horses
Forum: Why Me? August 15th 2018, 01:07 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I hate you. I hate you, I hate you, I hate all of you. You abused me well enough on chat, and you wanted me to join the teamspeak with my female voice? What for? To let me hear your cunty sexist...
Forum: Why Me? July 15th 2018, 09:23 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Tomorrow I'm supposed to meet a friend I don't really want to meet. Well, I like him, but this meeting is going to be exhausting for me. I really wanted one day without seeing anyone or doing...
Forum: Why Me? June 20th 2018, 11:06 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

if nothing happens I'll cut after I meet you.
Forum: Why Me? June 16th 2018, 09:56 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

ah fuck can this even get more complicated?
Forum: Why Me? June 14th 2018, 07:33 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I hate the fact that I don't know what I'm feeling towards you.
Forum: Why Me? May 26th 2018, 04:14 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm really anxious about going to the pub tonight. But it was my fucking idea. Only I thought about it two weeks ago, within a safe distance from the date itself. Dumb.
Forum: Why Me? May 15th 2018, 11:07 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

And now I don't even know if it's such a bad allergy or I'm just sick. Geez.
Forum: Why Me? May 13th 2018, 03:39 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Why do I always have to be so sad/angry/absent-minded/whatever after I meet with my long-time-no-see friends? Fuck! Always the same old story!
Forum: Why Me? May 6th 2018, 09:00 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Stop making a bloodthirsty murderer of Nero. I know very well that history loves dark characters - who makes a better scandalous figure than a mad emperor alive two thousand years ago, who is the...
Forum: Why Me? April 7th 2018, 11:28 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

It's past 1 am and I'm still up. Why am I still up? I want to die.
Forum: Why Me? April 7th 2018, 08:56 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I've had such a happy birthday party today. Almost-everything went okay, except two minor inconveniences which didn't really affect the party in the end. I've come back home and I don't want to live...
Forum: Why Me? March 29th 2018, 03:32 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Every year on my birthday I tell myself this will be the year when I finally find peace. Or at least a boyfriend.

That's not funny at all.
Why am I so down on my birthday?

I guess next year...
Forum: Why Me? March 21st 2018, 03:11 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Geez I'm so salty. Every fucking metal band I listen to is going to tour Europe during upcoming months. Well, Europe? Let's just skip one not-so-fucking-small country in the middle of the continent!...
Forum: Why Me? February 24th 2018, 01:35 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

i just wanna die
Forum: Why Me? February 23rd 2018, 04:37 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I am so, so sick of this. When did it begin? Two, three years ago? I used to write so much. They told me they loved my poems, my stories. I drew so much, I would fill up files with drawings at an...
Forum: Why Me? February 10th 2018, 08:11 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

fucking Ghost is fucking metal period
Forum: Why Me? January 31st 2018, 07:10 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I hate the fact that I'm not meeting people because I want. I do it because 'you don't want to be left out your new class do you'
Forum: Why Me? January 25th 2018, 09:02 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

being a girl who plays video games fucking sucks
no girls who play get loads of friends just because they're females
they get loads of hate and threats just because they're females
Forum: Why Me? January 18th 2018, 08:40 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

i
have
never
felt
as
lonely
as
i
do
now
Forum: Why Me? January 11th 2018, 03:43 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

exhausted because of all this mess. exhausted emotionally. i wish so much that i could be in my countryside now, i need it a lot.
i need peace.
Forum: Why Me? January 10th 2018, 02:22 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

today i was shooting a gun for the first time ever and i was the fucking worst one out of my whole class. literally. and i'm so interested in weaponry, i expected it to be one thing i could be...
Forum: Why Me? January 5th 2018, 08:26 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

It's like that every time. Oh, you like metal bands? I don't believe you, name three albums by X. You say you're a Real Madrid fan? Pfft, you're a girl, you must be doing it for attention, name five...
Forum: Why Me? January 5th 2018, 02:31 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG!
how the hell is it possible that right after I somehow, after crying and freaking out I manage to solve one thing, another one appears out of nothing? It's been like that...
Forum: Why Me? January 2nd 2018, 08:06 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm sorry Mum that I cause you headaches, I'm sorry that you have to spend time to deal with me all the time, I'm sorry Mum that I'm so problematic. I wish I was an ideal child, because you've put so...
Forum: Why Me? January 1st 2018, 01:53 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't want to deal with anything. If I could do what I want all days during the rest of my life, I would like to live. But this way? Bonded by society, money and norms? Just give me peace. I've...
Forum: Why Me? December 14th 2017, 03:28 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Wow. You were so fucking lucky I didn't punch your face today when I had to sit next to you.
Forum: Why Me? December 13th 2017, 08:33 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't know what you're expecting from me. Study more? In case you didn't notice, for the past three months I've been studying hard, almost every day with a tutor, retaking failed tests over and...
Forum: Why Me? December 12th 2017, 09:19 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

do your gentle suggestions and questions mean you know? and if you know, does that mean it's true that I think about doing it? is it so visible...?
Forum: Why Me? December 9th 2017, 11:31 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

It's 1.30 am again. It's not really that I can't sleep... Well, I can't, but usually till 12 or so. I'm not doing anything - just surfing the net senselessly. All normal people are asleep now, and I...
Forum: Why Me? December 4th 2017, 04:50 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

i can't listen to your whining anymore. you're saying we're doing extended history? well we are fucking doing extended everything AND NOBODY fucking ever said it was an extended-anything class in the...
Forum: Why Me? November 29th 2017, 03:27 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

/vulgar language/

Every time I see you slut, I want to punch you in that sweety face. I wanna turn around so that I don't have to look at you. I needn't even tell you to shut the fuck up, because...
Forum: Why Me? November 24th 2017, 02:21 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I hate it that I'm so weepy these days. Honestly when I'm at school I often feel tears welling up in my eyes and then even the smallest triviality can trigger me to cry. If it's a negative thing I...
Forum: Why Me? November 21st 2017, 08:34 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

It's been going on for a year. I can't refrain from treating school and my classmates with contempt. All they do is sit inside the coursebooks and they can't see the world outside of school. I can't...
Forum: Why Me? October 23rd 2017, 06:36 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm so fucking unneeded. Just when I talk myself into thinking that I appear as an interesting person to someone it turns out I'm nobody to them. Nobody to the extent that if empty air replaced me,...
Forum: Why Me? October 18th 2017, 06:50 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Oh my fucking God. Such a realistic dream, I would give away a lot for it to happen in reality. What's the point of having pleasant dreams if you wake up and get in an awful mood immediately, because...
Forum: Why Me? October 9th 2017, 08:09 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Did I just fail an English vocabulary test? And I can't get German. I've always believed languages were that only one thing I was pretty good at, but now I see I'm good at nothing...
Forum: Why Me? September 29th 2017, 01:31 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

When it comes to interactions and relationships with people, I'm always jumping to conclusions waaay too quickly. In both negative and positive ways. Someone texted me? Wow, they really do care,...
Forum: Why Me? September 26th 2017, 08:24 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't like September, because school starts. I hate October and November, because those are 60 rainy, dark days of school, only with Halloween between them. December is better, because you are only...
Forum: Why Me? September 23rd 2017, 12:20 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I thought it would be a normal Saturday. A day off from school fucking eventually. But no, it all started in the morning, when I turned up at the psychologist's and they told me my counsellor was...
Forum: Why Me? September 5th 2017, 06:08 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

My heart's pounding and arythmic. I'm trembling constantly. I get waves of heat and cold, I can't sleep, I panic, I wanna run away, I bite my nails off, all my muscles are aching, I've got a headache...
Forum: Why Me? September 4th 2017, 08:37 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't know how I'm gonna survive it I don't know how I'm gonna survive it I don't know how I'm gonna survive it
Forum: Why Me? September 1st 2017, 09:10 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Oh, did i forget to list this horrible pain in my calves because of i can barely walk
Forum: Why Me? September 1st 2017, 06:58 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Know those days when nothing goes right? Yeah that's the one. I don't want to annoy anyone with complaining so I suppose this is the best place to take it all out.
So...
On Sunday there is this...
Forum: Why Me? August 31st 2017, 08:01 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

Those fucking, fucking kilometres...
Forum: Why Me? August 24th 2017, 09:07 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I have absolutely no idea whether all this was an illusion all along or if you really felt something. I wonder.
Forum: Why Me? August 23rd 2017, 10:03 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I hate the fact that every fucking thing reminds me of one person wherever I go...
Forum: Why Me? July 30th 2017, 11:09 AM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

When I've just recovered from a senseless, absurd hope and left it all behind, I hope again for something that'll never happen. It won't happen because I'm never enough, there'll always be someone...
Forum: Why Me? June 7th 2017, 03:50 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I've been waiting half a year for that prom and doing the dance. I was really waiting impatiently for that. So why am I the only one who won't be dancing?
All their shit has drained me so much that...
Forum: Why Me? May 31st 2017, 03:02 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I want to die.
Forum: Why Me? May 30th 2017, 08:13 PM
Replies: 10,627
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 334,233
Posted By Silvan
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm fed up with everything. I don't want to face it anymore.
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