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Search: Posts Made By: Agony
Forum: Self Harm August 29th 2013, 03:10 AM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

5 minutes. I don't even care anymore
Forum: Self Harm August 28th 2013, 02:53 AM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

1 hour and 40 minutes. Shoot me.

Good job to everyone else!! Stay strong <3
Forum: Self Harm August 22nd 2013, 04:22 AM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

1 hour 40 minutes. Hopefully I can last longer this time.

Stay strong everyone!! <3
Forum: Education and Careers August 22nd 2013, 04:07 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 2,598
Posted By Agony
Re: School Goals!

That's a really great goal!!

Ok, where do I start?

Make straight A's
Get at LEAST a 6 on all of my English Essays (really should be 7 but I will just say 6 for now)
Get at least B+ on all of...
Forum: Self Harm August 18th 2013, 10:25 PM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

About 30 minutes :/
Forum: Self Harm August 18th 2013, 04:09 PM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

12 and 1/2 hours. Shoot me.
Forum: Why Me? August 18th 2013, 07:02 AM
Replies: 10,098
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 198,387
Posted By Agony
Re: Screaming thread.

I can't frekin sleep. As if I didnt have enough things to be mad about and now this.

I hope when I do sleep I get a terrible nightmare so I can at least feel something.
Forum: Self Harm August 18th 2013, 03:30 AM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

About 5 minutes
Forum: Why Me? August 18th 2013, 12:19 AM
Replies: 10,098
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 198,387
Posted By Agony
Re: Screaming thread.

Fucking damnit. That triggered my dreams. Why? How? I thought I gained control of this. Fuck.
Forum: Why Me? August 17th 2013, 03:46 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

I need to cut. I feel like shit.

I need to lose weight; I don't care what I have to do.
Forum: Why Me? August 16th 2013, 05:00 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

People need to stop being so disrespectful. Seriously.
Forum: Self Harm August 16th 2013, 04:45 AM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 58,056
Posted By Agony
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

Focusing on breathing and listening to music. It's working.
Forum: Religion and Spirituality, Science and Philosophy August 14th 2013, 04:19 AM
Replies: 17
Views: 1,438
Posted By Agony
Re: Religion and intelligence

I agree with this; although I disagree that intelligence leads to happiness. It doesn't always lead to happiness, it can make things more complicated. So I don't agree that intelligence automatically...
Forum: Depression and Suicide August 11th 2013, 04:35 AM
Replies: 3
Triggering (Suicide): Happiness triggers depression
Views: 2,548
Posted By Agony
Re: Happiness triggers depression

Thanks for the response!

I try to be happy, but still feel sad and depressed even while I am laughing, like I can't escape it.

I've sat down before and have tried to pinpoint what caused me to...
Forum: Depression and Suicide August 10th 2013, 04:37 AM
Replies: 3
Triggering (Suicide): Happiness triggers depression
Views: 2,548
Posted By Agony
Happiness triggers depression

Hi there guys, I need some advice/support, this is really bothering me.

Ok, so anytime I get really happy, I get really depressed. More depressed than I am when I'm not happy.

I think it's...
Forum: Education and Careers August 9th 2013, 03:24 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,559
Posted By Agony
Re: Got into college... again!!

Congratulations!!! I'm sure you'll do great :)
Forum: Self Expression August 8th 2013, 03:42 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 615
Posted By Agony
Re: This Is For You (Poem)

Really enjoyed this. Was very thought-provoking. Great job! :)
Forum: Self Harm August 5th 2013, 10:10 PM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

28 hours... I think? Prolly won't make it long, so who cares?
Forum: Music July 26th 2013, 05:18 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Never sleep, Never DIE.
Forum: Self Harm July 24th 2013, 04:02 AM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

1hr 30 mins :(
Forum: Music July 23rd 2013, 05:21 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

You said this is
SUICIDE
I said this is a
WAR
Forum: Self Harm July 23rd 2013, 05:00 AM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

Almost 26 hours
Forum: Self Harm July 22nd 2013, 05:35 AM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

2 hours. >.< Blehhhh
Forum: Self Harm July 21st 2013, 03:00 AM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

Almost an entire day! :D
Forum: Self Harm July 20th 2013, 05:03 AM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

2 hours... So stupid of me. Starting the cycle again.
Forum: Chit-Chat July 20th 2013, 04:52 AM
Replies: 390
Views: 61,357
Posted By Agony
Re: Change of username

Went from Ashyy---->xArchDreamerx---->ForeverBroken---->Agony
Forum: Music July 19th 2013, 05:43 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Lost in the ECHO!!
Forum: LGBT, Sexuality and Gender Identity July 19th 2013, 05:24 AM
Replies: 880
Views: 81,602
Posted By Agony
Re: What is your sexuality and gender identity?

Straight, I don't like being touched but some guys I allow it because they are awesome at hugging :nosweat: lol
I'm also a female, in case that wasn't clear lol
Forum: Self Harm July 16th 2013, 05:33 AM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

2 hours. Feel completely stupid >.>
Forum: Why Me? July 15th 2013, 06:13 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

My heart. My fucking heart. Why do you continue to get worse? I haven't popped pills in months!!! Freakin stupid.
Forum: Sex and Puberty July 15th 2013, 06:04 AM
Replies: 7
Female Advice Preferred: Unusual period?
Views: 1,287
Posted By Agony
Re: Unusual period?

I've talked to my about it before, she said her period was fine when she was my age. I also started later than she did.
I'm also currently growing, I guess that could effect it, probably should have...
Forum: Sex and Puberty July 15th 2013, 05:46 AM
Replies: 7
Female Advice Preferred: Unusual period?
Views: 1,287
Posted By Agony
Re: Unusual period?

Alright, thanks. I was beginning to get worried and irritated because I never know when it's going to come.
Glad to know someone else has experienced this, all my friends thought it was something...
Forum: Sex and Puberty July 15th 2013, 05:40 AM
Replies: 7
Female Advice Preferred: Unusual period?
Views: 1,287
Posted By Agony
Unusual period?

Lately I've been wondering if something is wrong with my period. I know that every girl is different and that many things can cause a change in your period, but mine just keeps getting weirder and...
Forum: Why Me? July 14th 2013, 11:31 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Pulled an allnighter last night/this morning, going to have to do the same tonight.
I HATE dreams. Grrrrr.
Forum: Music July 13th 2013, 09:29 PM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

And is that alright? Yeah
Give my gun away when it's loaded
That alright? Yeah
If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it?
Forum: Good Days! July 13th 2013, 08:38 PM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

I'm home alone mauahahahahaha
Time to dance and sing and be crazzzzyyyyy :dem:
I am so weird :nosweat:
Forum: Self Harm July 11th 2013, 10:49 PM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

About 19 hours...
Forum: Good Days! July 11th 2013, 10:41 PM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

Played some bball earlier despite he humidity, came back to the house and then went to the hill and just layed there watching the clouds. A storm is coming in so while I was up there the temperature...
Forum: Self Harm July 9th 2013, 04:52 AM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

1 hour and 20 minutes. Going for a week.

Hang in there Dionna!
Forum: Why Me? July 8th 2013, 06:27 AM
Replies: 10,098
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 198,387
Posted By Agony
Re: Screaming thread.

Cut myself tonight. Growing pains right now. Pissed.
Forum: Self Harm July 8th 2013, 05:37 AM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

2 hours. I'm so weak. I used to be strong but no I fucked it up and had to cut tonight. Fuck. :(
Forum: Goals and Ambitions July 6th 2013, 07:22 AM
Replies: 9,264
Views: 255,421
Posted By Agony
Re: Goal of the day!

Be happy without pretending.
Don't think about cutting or suicide.
Be okay for a day.
Forum: Why Me? July 6th 2013, 07:14 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

I want to cut. Must not cut.
"IT NEVER ENDS!!!" - "It Never Ends" by Bring Me The Horizon
Forum: Why Me? July 4th 2013, 05:54 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

I am so tired. I must not sleep. Not after last night, no.
Forum: Self Harm July 4th 2013, 05:52 AM
Replies: 31
Triggering (SH): Self-harm habits.
Views: 2,545
Posted By Agony
Re: Self-harm habits.

Where do you self-harm (in your house)?
Usually I self-harm standing up in my room, normally in my closet but I constantly move.

Where do you self-harm (on your body)?
I self-harm on my stomach,...
Forum: Why Me? July 3rd 2013, 08:45 PM
Replies: 10,098
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 198,387
Posted By Agony
Re: Screaming thread.

My head is killing me. Why'd I stay up till 5am? Oh yeah, so I wouldn't have to sleep. Then I had a nightmare when I finally did. FML.
Forum: Music July 3rd 2013, 05:52 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Stop and Stare.
I think I'm moving, but I go nowhere.
Forum: Goals and Ambitions July 3rd 2013, 04:17 AM
Replies: 9,264
Views: 255,421
Posted By Agony
Re: Goal of the day!

-Write another chapter of my book
-Write first chapter of my new book
-Develop my characters better (go more in detail)
-Run tomorrow. Then maybe play some basketball and work on my 3 pointers :)
Forum: Music July 2nd 2013, 09:24 PM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

As we dance with the devil tonight...
Forum: Why Me? July 2nd 2013, 08:59 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm tired >.< and hungry
Forum: Music November 18th 2012, 05:44 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Lost in the echo by linkin park
Shinoda:
(Yeah) (yo)
You were that foundation
Never gonna be another one, no.
I followed, so taken
So conditioned I could never let go
Then sorrow, then...
Forum: Why Me? September 11th 2012, 01:08 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Time to go cut >.< I'm depending on that everyday now...
Forum: Good Days! August 14th 2012, 12:51 PM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

Get to see all my friends in a couple minutes!! Orientation is today and I get my schedule xD hope I have classes with my boyfriend >.<
Forum: Goals and Ambitions August 14th 2012, 05:38 AM
Replies: 9,264
Views: 255,421
Posted By Agony
Re: Goal of the day!

Sleep. Going to sleep. Will probably regret this but I'm going to try anyways...
Forum: Why Me? August 14th 2012, 01:23 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

So tired >.< feel weak again..my friend's right. There is no way I'm going to make it though this year
Forum: Why Me? August 12th 2012, 10:51 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

I feel like I've been hit by 100 trains >.< and I'm not exaggerating
Forum: Music August 12th 2012, 03:48 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

I've become so numb!
Forum: Good Days! August 11th 2012, 06:59 PM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

Did pretty good in golfing today, it wasn't too hot. Going golfing again tomorrow :P
Forum: Good Days! August 10th 2012, 01:36 AM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

BEST DOUBLE DATE EVER!!!! Rofl
Forum: Why Me? August 9th 2012, 08:44 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Must stop eating front loops D: but there so good!!!
Forum: Good Days! August 9th 2012, 08:04 PM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

Going to the mall with Chris...even if my Ex is going as well at least Chris will be there. Operation: annoy the heck out of my ex in go. Hehe I'm evil :P
Forum: Why Me? August 9th 2012, 07:54 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

I have to stay awake in a movie later >.< I'll prolly fall asleep on Chris's shoulder again
Forum: Why Me? August 9th 2012, 05:42 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Just had a mini heart attack >.< Im listening to music when I look up and there's my mom. I don't think I have ever jumped that high in my life lol
Forum: Music August 9th 2012, 05:15 PM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

[Chorus:]
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming/confusing
This...
Forum: Music August 9th 2012, 03:57 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Get down with the sickness.
Forum: Why Me? August 8th 2012, 07:42 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Fell on the floor, started falling asleep then spazzed out and woke up. Lovely
Forum: Why Me? August 8th 2012, 04:28 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

And here comes the numbness again >.< ugh I hate it when it goes to my head
Forum: Goals and Ambitions August 8th 2012, 05:12 AM
Replies: 9,264
Views: 255,421
Posted By Agony
Re: Goal of the day!

Get a couple hours of sleep
Don't be mean to my sister (haha yeah right)
Find a pair of dark gray and/or black jeans
Forum: Why Me? August 8th 2012, 05:07 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Stupid numbness >.< so. Irritating!!!!
Forum: Music August 8th 2012, 03:58 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Wait for me now.
To take off this crown,
To break all these vows.
Wait for me now.
Forum: Religion and Spirituality, Science and Philosophy August 8th 2012, 01:10 AM
Replies: 504
Views: 56,894
Posted By Agony
Re: Your Religious and/or Spiritual Beliefs

Pretty sure I'm Agnostic I: if I told my family that..lets just say a big argument would occur
Forum: Why Me? August 8th 2012, 12:20 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

My symptoms are back >.< and were running out of doctors to go see
Forum: Why Me? August 7th 2012, 05:34 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

I should have been able to complete that 8 in 3 a lot faster then I did. I mean I still came in first but I should've been able to overlap all those people >.<
Forum: Why Me? August 7th 2012, 05:34 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

I should have been able to complete that 8 in 3 a lot faster then I did. I mean I still came in first but I should've been able to overlap all those people >.<
Forum: Why Me? August 5th 2012, 07:19 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

My sister is irritating the heck out of me >.<
Forum: Why Me? August 5th 2012, 06:06 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Grrrr still tired and my eyes show that. Blehhh
Forum: Why Me? August 5th 2012, 07:15 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

All of my nightmares are on replay in my head >.< I'm so freakin tired I just want to sleep...but I don't wanna dream so I can't sleep. Ugh!!!!!
Forum: Music August 5th 2012, 07:07 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Fear is only in our minds, but it's taking over all the time.
Forum: Music August 5th 2012, 02:29 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

"Girlllll that girl is ratchet!!"
Gotta love my friends lol
Forum: Goals and Ambitions August 5th 2012, 02:23 AM
Replies: 9,264
Views: 255,421
Posted By Agony
Re: Goal of the day!

Go to bed at a decent time
Forum: Why Me? August 5th 2012, 12:12 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Still extremely tired even with a small nap >.< cant get these images out of my head.
Forum: Good Days! August 4th 2012, 08:05 PM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

Talking to my friends :D Chris is coming home today and I may see him tomorrow, even if I don't we're planning on going to main event sometime :D
My friends want to go shopping and want to go to...
Forum: Why Me? August 4th 2012, 06:55 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Soooo tired. My back hurts and my head hurts...I have 1 prescription painkiller left, debating in whether or not to take it I:
Forum: Why Me? August 4th 2012, 07:37 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Beyond tired. I'm like...a zombie (but alive..I think)
Tomorrow is gonna suck if I don't catch some zzz's but if I do then I'll be thinking like an insane person...what to do, what to do.
Forum: Music August 4th 2012, 04:18 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

And Breathe Me.
Forum: Birthdays! August 3rd 2012, 08:44 PM
Replies: 418
Views: 40,627
Posted By Agony
Re: When Is Your Birthday?

October 9th, 1997 :D
Forum: Why Me? August 3rd 2012, 05:20 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

So. Freakin. Tired.
Must not sleep.
Forum: Music August 3rd 2012, 04:37 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will...
Forum: Why Me? August 2nd 2012, 05:45 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Sooooo tired. And why do I keep finding what looks to be like scars but aren't, all over me? I know I don't have these many scars >.<
Forum: Good Days! August 2nd 2012, 09:31 AM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

Chris and I have been dating for exactly 2 months :)
Forum: Why Me? August 2nd 2012, 08:35 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

So tired. Vball camp again tomorrow -__- which means I have to wear my ankle brace. My friends are going to think I'm high, sleep deprived and weak. Wonderful.
Forum: Why Me? July 30th 2012, 06:43 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

So frekin tired. After sleeping for...11 hours and I'm still tired. I blame the dreams >.<
Forum: Why Me? July 29th 2012, 04:53 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Confused. Sick of people putting me on this high pedestal that I don't belong on.
Forum: Music July 29th 2012, 04:46 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Do as I say, not as I do.
For all the hypocrites out there :D
Forum: Why Me? July 27th 2012, 10:44 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Why did I sleep? At 7am I gave in and slept until 2. Why? Now I'm replaying the dream over and over in my head and I'm just going to stress myself over it >.<
Forum: Self Harm July 27th 2012, 10:12 AM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

Im so proud of you guys :D
Keep up the great work y'all!!
Forum: Goals and Ambitions July 27th 2012, 08:32 AM
Replies: 9,264
Views: 255,421
Posted By Agony
Re: Goal of the day!

Watch some my little pony o: (yeah I'm 14 but that show is awesome!)
Maybe get some sleep...
Eat without freaking out
Write...something..
Forum: Self Harm July 27th 2012, 07:31 AM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 58,056
Posted By Agony
Forum: Good Days! July 27th 2012, 07:28 AM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

Im thinking that my writers block may have just stopped. Time to find a pen and my journal :D it is time to get my writing on. (that sounded beyond lame right there)
Forum: Why Me? July 22nd 2012, 07:03 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Anger+paranoia+sleep deprivation= hell. Enough said.
Forum: LGBT, Sexuality and Gender Identity July 22nd 2012, 05:28 AM
Replies: 880
Views: 81,602
Posted By Agony
Forum: Why Me? July 20th 2012, 08:43 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

No sleep for me to night >.< and guess who gets to watch there little sister ALL day long tomorrow? That's right, me. Grouchy sister+no sleep= hell.
Forum: Goals and Ambitions July 20th 2012, 08:33 AM
Replies: 9,264
Views: 255,421
Posted By Agony
Re: Goal of the day!

Don't get into a fight with my little sister later today >.<
Play with my little sister
Run
Practice sprinting :D
Work on my golf drills
Forum: Why Me? July 17th 2012, 04:45 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Somniphobia... Fear of sleeping, yeah I have it. >.< fuck this
Forum: Why Me? July 16th 2012, 04:21 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Can't eat..idk why but thought of food makes me sick but I don't have the flu or anything...and..I'm so tired but insomnia won't lemme sleep >.<
Forum: Games and Things July 12th 2012, 09:16 AM
Replies: 10,258
Views: 334,375
Posted By Agony
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

G:...why? Just why? Why did you turn into this person that your obviously not? I just can't believe the new you..

T: okay I said I'm fucking sorry so why can't you just respond!! I want you to...
Forum: Why Me? July 12th 2012, 07:47 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

I cut myself today -__- why did I do that? Why the HELL did I do that? I feel really weak and it feels like my bones are going to crush any minute >.< damn low vitamin D and whatever else I have!! My...
Forum: Goals and Ambitions July 12th 2012, 07:40 AM
Replies: 9,264
Views: 255,421
Posted By Agony
Re: Goal of the day!

Go to bed...maybe not XD
Go running..if my back feels up to it
Text my friends back
Enter a poetry contest
Do something productive!!!
Forum: Music July 12th 2012, 05:54 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

"Whisper" by Evanescence

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I...
Forum: Good Days! July 12th 2012, 04:12 AM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

Thinking about my friends and I's inside jokes....gosh there funny :D
Ceiling fan
Haga
Stacking cans
Ladder....I can't remember all of them right now XD too many
Forum: Self Harm July 11th 2012, 05:48 AM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 58,056
Posted By Agony
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

My friends and boyfriend are helping me...music helps too :D
Forum: Why Me? July 10th 2012, 08:56 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Have a Doctors Appt. today /: might have to get more bloodwork -__-
Forum: Good Days! July 3rd 2012, 07:55 PM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

Going to Kaboom town tonight :D and I get to take one of my friends :) fun night I hope
Forum: Why Me? July 3rd 2012, 08:13 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

I can't do this :( I just can't...
Forum: Music July 3rd 2012, 06:11 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

"I'm awake and I'm alive, waking up, waking up, waking up, waking up..."
Forum: Games and Things July 3rd 2012, 05:02 AM
Replies: 10,258
Views: 334,375
Posted By Agony
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

T: I'm a complete idiot. I deserved the things you said to me, I do t deserve your forgiveness.

A: I can't believe I said all those things...and you took them. If I could, I would visit you to...
Forum: Good Days! July 3rd 2012, 03:42 AM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

I ran 2 miles before my back started hurting! (I should be able to run 6 without it hurting but progress is progress)
Forum: Good Days! June 30th 2012, 02:12 AM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

I milked a goat!!! It was kinda weird but in a way fun! I drank some of the milk afterwards and found out that goat milk tastes better then cow milk :D
Forum: Why Me? June 29th 2012, 12:26 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

My symptoms are getting worse....and you can die from an autoimmune disease? Oh that's awesome, just what I need to be worrying about: dying. :mad:
Forum: Good Days! June 29th 2012, 12:23 AM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

Saw my great-grandparents today!!! Hehe had a fun time :D
Forum: Self Harm June 28th 2012, 02:20 AM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

About 18 hours :( idk why I even try
Forum: Why Me? June 28th 2012, 01:11 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

I want to break something just for fun, what is wrong with me?
Forum: Goals and Ambitions June 27th 2012, 04:55 AM
Replies: 9,264
Views: 255,421
Posted By Agony
Re: Goal of the day!

-go running when I get back in Texas
-go to bed at a decent time
-wake up at a decent time
-don't drink so many DP's
Forum: Why Me? June 27th 2012, 04:28 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Why does my grandmother have like 20 pairs of scissors downstairs? Tempting much? >.<
Forum: Why Me? June 22nd 2012, 06:02 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

I shattered a plate today -___- by accident of course but I had to pick up all of the pieces
Forum: Why Me? June 22nd 2012, 05:03 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Talking Re: Complaint of the day

I'm sick of the doctors telling me they don't know whats happening to me!! Here I am feeling like I'm dying and they can't figure out what's wrong...I'm so sick of it.
Forum: Why Me? June 21st 2012, 02:36 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

I can't move >.< my bones hurt like hell
Forum: Good Days! June 20th 2012, 08:15 PM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

I bent down to pick something up and I didn't fall over in pain!!! Now if I could do that everyday >.<
Forum: Self Expression June 20th 2012, 05:43 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 826
Posted By Agony
Re: Happy poem!!! :D called sunshine

Thanks, this is my first happy poem I've made lol
Forum: Self Expression June 20th 2012, 05:20 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 826
Posted By Agony
Happy poem!!! :D called sunshine

Sunshine, sunshine where are you?
I feel you but I don't see you.
I feel your rays on my face
As you emerge with grace
You warmth covers me from head to toe
Your happiness always shows...
Forum: Self Harm June 19th 2012, 06:49 PM
Replies: 19,949
Views: 522,052
Posted By Agony
Re: Self harm free!

13 hours and 40mins :(
Forum: Self Expression June 19th 2012, 05:17 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 799
Posted By Agony
Re: The City's Eyes (Poem)

I like how you compared yourself to the city, that was good. It was short but got the point across, good work! :) continue writing
Forum: Why Me? June 19th 2012, 04:16 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

My shoulder is sore and irritated from the cuts I made >.<
I am soooooooooooo tired but afraid to sleep
My friend is going to kill me
Forum: Self Expression June 19th 2012, 03:36 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 775
Posted By Agony
Re: CoNtRoL (annnnother poem...i have so many now)

:'( I love this!! Imma pm you do just wait lol <3 and I know exactly how you feel. Trust me.
Forum: Self Expression June 19th 2012, 01:54 AM
Replies: 10
Triggering (Suicide): Tonight I'm dying (poem)
Views: 1,263
Posted By Agony
Re: Tonight I'm dying (poem)

I know why my other friend hates me, Ive been apologizing for almost a year...and in that year I've changed into her in my own ways...the cutting, the suicide attempts, the snappy girl that randomly...
Forum: Self Expression June 19th 2012, 01:40 AM
Replies: 10
Triggering (Suicide): Tonight I'm dying (poem)
Views: 1,263
Posted By Agony
Re: Tonight I'm dying (poem)

Thanks it's just...I have a lot of shit going through my head right now..the doctors can't figure out what's wrong with me..my friend won't listen to me or talk to me..my other friend is freaking out...
Forum: Self Expression June 18th 2012, 08:06 AM
Replies: 10
Triggering (Suicide): Tonight I'm dying (poem)
Views: 1,263
Posted By Agony
Re: Tonight I'm dying (poem)

I'm weighing my options...it all comes down to one persons input and it's not mine...if Tina forgives me I will live but if she doesn't..I'm dead.
Forum: Music June 18th 2012, 08:03 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me

I can't hold on to me
Wonder...
Forum: Goals and Ambitions June 18th 2012, 07:53 AM
Replies: 9,264
Views: 255,421
Posted By Agony
Re: Goal of the day!

-don't recut my cut
-don't put scented lotion on it to make it sting
-think positive
-don't beg my friend to give me her pocket knife...(already did but will stop begging)
Forum: Self Expression June 18th 2012, 07:44 AM
Replies: 10
Triggering (Suicide): Tonight I'm dying (poem)
Views: 1,263
Posted By Agony
Re: Tonight I'm dying (poem)

I don't know what I'm doing yet...I just cut myself for the first time tonight..and I really liked it..I just don't know.
Forum: Self Expression June 18th 2012, 05:45 AM
Replies: 10
Triggering (Suicide): Tonight I'm dying (poem)
Views: 1,263
Posted By Agony
Re: Tonight I'm dying (poem)

I just want to say that this wil probably be my last poem I will ever make...I'm done.
Forum: Self Expression June 18th 2012, 04:21 AM
Replies: 10
Triggering (Suicide): Tonight I'm dying (poem)
Views: 1,263
Posted By Agony
Tonight I'm dying (poem)

Tonight I'm dying.
I'm done with this pain
Done with people taking everything.
I'm done thinking I'm insane.
Do e with getting mad at anything.
Tonight I'm crying.
I'm done not being truthful...
Forum: Why Me? June 17th 2012, 07:14 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

I. Can't. Flipping. Breathe. Shoot me.
Forum: Why Me? June 16th 2012, 07:50 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

My body is falling apart -__- I. Am. Sick. Of. This!!!
Forum: Goals and Ambitions June 15th 2012, 05:42 AM
Replies: 9,264
Views: 255,421
Posted By Agony
Re: Goal of the day!

Go to bed...maybe :P
Stay perfectly still during the MRI's tomorrow
See my bf this weekend
Forum: Why Me? June 15th 2012, 04:57 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

I am SO tired of doctors and all there stupid tests!! And I hate MRI's but I get to get 2 done tomorrow, yay me! >.<
Forum: Music June 15th 2012, 04:22 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust...
Forum: Music June 15th 2012, 12:49 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left...
Forum: Good Days! June 14th 2012, 09:44 PM
Replies: 11,509
Views: 314,010
Posted By Agony
Re: I'm happy today because...

Found out I get to watch a movie during my MRI's tomorrow :D I love children's hospital now <3
Forum: Self Expression June 14th 2012, 09:39 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 783
Posted By Agony
Re: Invisable Tears... Old Poem...

Nice poem...looks like I got some competition...haha JK but good job on the poem :D
Forum: Drugs, Alcohol and Addiction June 14th 2012, 05:54 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 3,066
Posted By Agony
Is this an addiction?

I think I'm addicted to medicine in general. For instance, sleeping pills don't work on me very well but I would take 3-4 every night just for the way I would feel the next day, I also am constant...
Forum: Why Me? June 14th 2012, 04:49 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Sick of doctors, sick of being in pain, sick of being dizzy, sick of it all!! >.< i feel like crap D:
Forum: Music June 14th 2012, 04:19 AM
Replies: 11,732
Views: 320,134
Posted By Agony
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Stay low.
Soft, dark, and dreamless,
Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness.
I hate me,
For breathing without you.
I don't want to feel anymore for you.

Grieving for you,
I'm not grieving...
Forum: Self Expression June 14th 2012, 12:58 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 801
Posted By Agony
Re: brokenLULLABY9697's poem that I made

Thanks, I do my best...although I'm only 14 I've had a lot of shit happen to me that nobody knows about...not my family or my friends...so I have a lot of hidden pain and I like to release it by...
Forum: Self Expression June 14th 2012, 12:18 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 801
Posted By Agony
brokenLULLABY9697's poem that I made

I sit here and look around
Even though I am in pain, I make no sound
I hurt myself more everyday
Ever since you guys went away
Matthew why did you break my heart?
I thought it was true love at...
Forum: Self Expression June 9th 2012, 10:56 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 781
Posted By Agony
Re: Poem: my dear friend tina

Thanks, I do my best.
Forum: Why Me? June 9th 2012, 10:25 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 252,515
Posted By Agony
Re: Complaint of the day

Worried about multiple friends, slept in and missed a date with my bf, and it seems my body has become immune to any painkillers -__-
Forum: Goals and Ambitions June 9th 2012, 10:06 PM
Replies: 9,264
Views: 255,421
Posted By Agony
Re: Goal of the day!

-think positive
-stop working out my back
-stop eating junk food b/c I'm nervous
-respond to my friends texts
-try not to overdose on Advil (not purposely doing so)
-feel better :)
Forum: Self Expression June 9th 2012, 08:55 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 608
Posted By Agony
Re: Poem: One bright day...

Haha that was good :P made me laugh :D keep up the good work
Forum: Self Expression June 8th 2012, 09:01 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,176
Posted By Agony
Re: new work: lullaby i wrote "Dream Of Paradise"

I like it, if I could sing I would sing it to my little sister :P it's kind of like a bright side to my poems, it's nice someone writes about happier things :D
Forum: Pregnancy and Childcare June 8th 2012, 05:17 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,432
Posted By Agony
Re: Suicidal, Anorexic, and Pregnant with Twins

I strongly agree with ^
Go to the doc or a therapist and tell them everything you just told us. They can do loads more help then we can, especially since they can stop you before it happens.
...
Forum: Self Expression June 8th 2012, 02:15 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 781
Posted By Agony
Re: Poem: my dear friend tina

Thank you, I really did mean it...it's been a tough time dealing with the mistakes I have made :(
Forum: Self Expression June 7th 2012, 05:54 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 781
Posted By Agony
Poem: my dear friend tina

My dear friend Tina, what have I done?
I've made another mistake, while you've made none
Without your guidance I am lost
Deserting our friendship comes with a great cost
I left you for doom
When...
Forum: Self Expression June 7th 2012, 04:09 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 735
Posted By Agony
Re: Tina's letter (sad poem)

Thank you!! Means a lot to me :)
Forum: Self Expression June 7th 2012, 03:40 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 735
Posted By Agony
Unhappy Tina's letter (sad poem)

this is for you Tina:

Tina was as protective as her sister as a bodyguard
Her shoulders always set hard
She was always there
She always cared

With one glance from her eyes
You knew she was...
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