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* 2confernt OfflineMember |
Last Activity: November 22nd 2010 09:02 PM
About Me
- Basics
- Name
- Leeshay
- Gender
- I feel neither
- Location
- Canada
- About
- About me
- kso i am a teen .. i have many friends & to them my life must seem normal. I am not very wealthy.. no one has any clue on what i think about or what i feel. I feel like anyone else would get dizzy trying to process even a fraction of the things i filter through my head in one day. i think the key is not speak every single thought aloud but to keep your processing internal. I cry alot because no one loves me .. honestly im not making this up ..i don't live with my real parents & the ones i do live with don't treat me like parents .. they dont love me & they show it. My first best friend moved away .. no not down the street but to another city. My second & this girl i love soo much is now dickwipped my her bf .. me & him dont get along bkos he kno's i know his plan.. but thats another story. We don't chyll very much anymore =/ My third i still have but she does not have a very big idea on what i think or feel. My real mom i only see once in 2 months & she says she loves me .. but NEVER shows it .. My real dad died when i was the age of 2 .. i got raped at 6 & it haunts me all the time .. I feel no love so i show no love .. my relationships never workout & my current we arnt very close at all .. Im still in love with this guy but he doesn't live anywhere near me & it kills me .. this may not sound like alot but its enough to make me crazy bkos i am more intelligent then most of my friends & people this age , i analyze things to much in my head & i think WAY to much , i have no one to love me im alone .. no one to talk to & no one to help. Im very strongly opinoinated. Around everyone i put on a smile .. im good at making everyone believe what i want them to ..
- Details
- Here for
- Like to help and be helped
- Relationship status
- in a relationship but no close at all.
- Sexuality
- Pansexual
- Ethnicity
- Aboriginal.
- Education
- High School
- Politics
- No one man should have more power than another.
- Religion
- Atheist
- Zodiac sign
- Gemini
- Interests
- Music
- Death metal , metal , rock , light rock , rock alternative , rap , pop , dance , screamo , hippop .
- Movies
- 8mile , avatar , spirited away , smoke signals.. others i cant think of
- Sports
- watching hockey
- Favorite quotes
- -you know my name not my story
-When one person suffers from a delusion, it is called insanity. When many people suffer from a delusion it is called Religion.
-Praying is like a rocking chair- it'll give you something to do, but it won't get you anywhere
-okay so religion has actually convinced people that there's an invisible man,living in the sky , who watches everything you do, every minute of every day. And the invisible man has a special list of ten things he does not want you to do.. &if you do any of these ten things, he has a special place, full of fire and smoke and burning and torture and anguish, where he will send you to live and suffer and burn and choke and scream and cry forever and ever 'til the end of time! & he's supposedly loves you ? -.-
-"I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't."
— Marilyn Monroe
Contact Info
- This Page
- http://www.teenhelp.org/users/2confernt/