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* anxietywillkillme OfflineBrooklynn |
Last Activity: December 30th 2013 12:45 AM
About Me
- Basics
- Name
- Brooklyn
- Gender
- Female
- About
- About me
- ive been suffering with anxiety for about 2 years. im bipolar, i think im depressed mostly because of my disinterest in what i used to do, constant crying myself to sleep almost every night, hating the world, i like my fake smile tho. it makes me feel like i have something to go for. i dont want to be angry all the time, but i cant help myself. ive always said people who self harm are stupid. well, its not stupid when your the one doing it because you know how good it feels to feel something other than hatred towards people. i dont get bullied, i have a lot of friends, my family is very wealthy, i do get called rich bitch and may act like it sometimes, but inside, im crying for help. i dont cut but i scratch. it hurts at first but the burning sensation is the warm and fuzzy i craved. my dad is emotionally and verbally abusive, which is another reason why i am like this. i hate just about everyone on the face of the earth. i dont want to feel this way anymore. ive tried to tell my dad that my anxiety is getting out of control but his response was i dont deal with mental illness. hes a contributing factor to everything i do. i need help, but i cant get it.
- Details
- Here for
- Need help for a problem
- Relationship status
- Single
- Sexuality
- bisexual
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- High School
- Religion
- Agnostic
- Zodiac sign
- Libra
- Interests
- Hobbies
- singing
- Music
- just about anything