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I need some help....

My BEST friend is leaving for college next year (i am in a grade below her) and i don't know what to do.....she is the one that i tell everything to and who helps me get through things that are bothering me/making life hard.....i have a big group of friends but its not the same because they do not understand me like she does....i know we can still connect by email, facebook etc. but it won't be the same and i dont know how im going to handle it....i have tried going to a few other friends for help regarding this issue but they just dont understand the gravity of the situation and how close i am to her....the other thing is she doesnt seem as worried as i am about it (like she doesnt care)....maybe she's just excited to get out of here and start her life but still....also i feel like she doesn't appreciate everything i do to make her life easier (respecting that certain things bother her and trying not to do those things) and she doesn't do the same (with things she knows bother me)....she is my rock and i dont have ANY idea what im going to do without her....how do i better deal with this situation?