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* ZaeZae OfflineMember |
Last Activity: July 15th 2012 11:19 AM
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- Heyyy Everyone , Im Alize Payton And I've Been Clean From Drugs About 7months Now And Every Now And Then I Have The Urge To Start Again. I Have Stopped Cutting For Around 3months Now. I Started Drugs When I Was 12yrs old I Used To Steal Weed From My Dad And Liquor . I Felt Needy And Started Regularly Getting Drunk And High. I Felt In Control Til We Moved From Colorado To Arizona, My Dad Was Abusive To My Mom And Sadly still Together Today . He Caused Me To Have A Breakdown Which Was A Panic Attack I Had To Leave Home To Go To My Uncles House Because I Lashed Out In School Cussing Out a Teacher And Threatening Him Almost Got Sent To Juvie But Lucky My Principle Convinced Him To Drop Charges . I Go Around Smiling And Looking Happy But Really I Just Want To Breakdown, Cry , Cut, Smoke, And Drink The Pain Away It All Started Two Years Ago And Struggling Desperatly Hoping And Searching If ANYONE Went Through What I Did I Cant Even Go To My Best Friend To Confide In Because She Knows What I Been Though Just Doesnt Understand Please Help Me??
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- Pansexual
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- African/Black