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Yet again I'm sorry for another post...i must be getting on your nerves.
I'm tired and sick of my life..i don't wanna be me...i wasn't even suppose to be born.
I'ts been going on for too long njow...i can't handle...i'm a burden to my foster family...they don't really want me...i can't keep hurting people anymore...i'll just do it one last time then i'll be over they won't have to wory about me running away, they won't have to hide the knifes anymore...their lives will be so much better without me.
I feel like im on the edge and about to fall...soo many thoughts rushing through my head, too many memories playing back...i can't take it anymore...i have to go...it's the only thing i can do...i'm sorry
Please please please stay strong, I know it seems so hard, and it seems like the only way out but it's not and you can make it through this. I've been there I thought it was the end, but it wasn't and here I am today, happy and I'm making it, you can to. Every life is important, you're important, please stay strong honey, There are people who care about you and worry, because they love you.
Good luck, please keep strong If you want to talk don't hesitate to message me.
I've been fighting for years and years and years...i'm just giving up...i was constantly told by therapists that it gets better, there is a light at the end of the tunnel....when it gets better it then gets twice as bad...i can't take it anymore...