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Slowly slipping back. - July 19th 2012, 04:59 AM

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I'm broken. I thought I finally got over that saying. I thought I was all better. I don't know. But all of a sudden all the thoughts came racing back. Fuck it just sucks. For the past few weeks I've barley ate anything. I've barley slept. And every single fucking day I have to cake on a fake smile and pretend nothings wrong. I should win an Oscar for how well I can act like I'm all fine and peachy.

I've lost everything I've ever held dear. Yes some to my own insecurities and stupidity. But some was me actually believing in human kind to be actually trusting and good.

Anymore I wake up knowing that pretty much no one cares about me. Whether or not I live or die. Or even try to keep in touch with anyone. In the end I'm completely alone.

Some days I wonder if I shouldn't just give in and meet that flying pasta monster. Hell most days I've planned it all. Just can never work up the nerve to do it.

Oh well this ends my posting. Feel free to move this where you please.
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Re: Slowly slipping back. - July 19th 2012, 05:14 AM

Hey there,

I'm very sorry I've not remained contact with you. It's something I'm terrible about with most everyone. My own issues of course. And I did get a new number

However, I do want you to know that I do care. Youve always been so great to me aJnd others. You deserve happiness and a chance at a great life. Struggles are both endless and temporary. NThe cold truth is, life is going to get in the way. But you have to allow the good things tO come as well. You need to learn how to cope with these life things. And of course, you and I both know that recovery isn't an easy process. You're going to feel down and you're going to have period where you feel you're slipping. I'm sure you've made loads of progress. The whole point to this, dear, is that you are loved and cared about. You have more strength then I'm sure you realize. And realize that you're not alone.

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