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Unhappy Very overwhelmed - July 25th 2012, 04:20 AM

Today is my birthday!! It has been the worst day ever!! So much keeps happening. I am feeling very overwhelmed, stressed, frustrated, lonely and very unimportant.

I am being abused by my parents. They keep hitting me and yelling at me and saying that they wish they only had my siblings. They also say that they don't love me and that I am not important.*

I am also still being sexually assaulted. I feel like its all my fault. He keeps telling me that it's my fault. He has a knife and other weapons that he uses during the assaults. It's very scary. He also told me that if I tell anyone about what he is doing he will hurt me. It took a lot of courage to write about this here.

I want to cut myself so that I don't have to live with any more pain. I just think its the easy way out. No one would care if I was gone everyone would get what they want. I think it's my only option.

I also think that no one cares or believes me. When I told my parents about the assaults they didn't care or believe me.*

I keep having flashbacks. They are getting really bad. They are happening very frequently. I keep seeing the assaults playing over and over again and it feels like I am reliving them.

I am not important enough for anyone or for this world. I am very worthless. I am trying to be strong but I can't I just really want to give up on everything. I can't hold on anymore.

“Words can break someone into a million pieces, but they can also put them back together. I hope you use yours for good, because the only words you'll regret more than the ones left unsaid are the ones you use to intentionally hurt someone.”
― Taylor Swift
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Re: Very overwhelmed - July 25th 2012, 05:38 AM

Hi Rebecca,
First I want to say Happy Birthday. I'm sorry that it has gone so badly. Second, you are important, no matter what your parents say. I believe you about the abuse, I know that doesn't really help considering you don't really know me, but I wanted you to know that there is someone out there who believes you. I strongly encourage you to tell an adult about the things that are happening, first the abuse from your parents because I know how scary it is to tell someone about being sexually abused so I would save that one, You are not worthless, though I know it feels that way, boy do I know. I completely understand why you are overwhelmed and I just want you to know that we are here for you, if you ever want to talk or vent, or anything, feel free to PM me.

"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."

"For those who don't care, for those who can't see, never give up, always thrive to be free."

Smile, you are beautiful www.operationbeautiful.com

Blessed Be!
Nicole AKA Nikki
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