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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

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Unhappy Why cant I just die in my sleep - August 21st 2012, 02:19 PM

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For the past 2 years of my life I have hated my life a lot there's nothing good about me I am not good at anything nobody likes me I don't deserve to live I am so ugly most people would probably be glad I am gone. I think about suicide very often I am to scared to kill my self in a painful way, but I have considered suicide pills once I found myself so depressed that I was actually looking for them to purchase. The only thing in my life that changes my mind about suicide is my parents there very loving and there for me I just want to be the son they wanted I know how often I disappoint them even though they never say so they have no idea about what happening, but they have stopped me from getting to depressed and doing something serious like killing myself. Most nights before I go to sleep I imagine and wish that I will not wake up and die in my sleep I usually try to act really happy around other people so no one will suspect that I hate my life, but I have had enough I need to talk to someone about it I need help I am to afraid to talk to any of the few friends I have about it because they might think of me as a big loser and never speak to me again I have nearly no friends in my school and i am bullied I just want my life to end if anyone reads this it would be really nice if you replied thank you.
   
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Re: Why cant I just die in my sleep - August 21st 2012, 03:54 PM

I am so sorry that you are feeling this way, I felt like this once and I just wanted to die too, but I came through the other side.
Why don't you try talking to your parents or a counselor about it?
I am sure your friends would understand if you spoke to them, I was afraid to speak to my friends and family about how I was feeling, but in the end I knew I had to speak to someone, or something bad would happen.
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Re: Why cant I just die in my sleep - August 22nd 2012, 03:26 AM

Don't do it. You have so many years ahead of you, and those years just might be the best years of your life. Think about how much you have to live for, and please talk to someone, like a counselor. You could also talk to me if you needed to. Please don't take your life, when it's only just begun.
   
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Re: Why cant I just die in my sleep - August 22nd 2012, 05:19 AM

A lot of people including myself have felt this way, I have thought about suicide a lot too and something that works for me is trying to find something in the near future to look forward to and live till that point and than do it again, maybe u could go to ur parents for support and maybe go to counseling, it rlly does help, everyone wants to see u get better pm me if u ever need to talk
   
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