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Talking Over feeling like this - September 6th 2012, 02:23 AM

I'm angry, I'm hurt, I feel like I've stuffed everything up. Everything I put a hand on either leaves me or dies. I don't know what set off this depression, I want to leave, leave school, leave home, leave everything behind and see if the hurt follows. I'm going to screw up my baby sister just like I screw up every relationship I've ever had, whether a boy/girl relationship, friendship or family relationship. My famil hates me, my friends look at me with disgust. Sure, they're concerned. I nearly punching this kid out when he was asking me out. Stupid guy, not my type, I keep telling him that and he just keeps pushing. Sometimes I wonder why I bother. he doesn't like me, nobody does. I've been pushed around my the world and I"m finally down on my knees, ready to stop fighting. I don't know what to do, I wish I had brought my pills to school. I deserve to suffer until death. I deserve to be pain. I don't want to feel like this anymore, I don't want to keep fighting. NOt my self-harming, not my depression, not the world, not the guys, not my friends.

I give up.


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Re: Over feeling like this - September 7th 2012, 02:40 AM

Please don't give up. So many people care about you, including me. Im really sorry things are so rough at the moment. But you CAN and WILL make it through this. Im here for you. Im sure your family doesnt hate you. Why do you think they hate you? Maybe you could talk to the school counsellor? They can help. Or maybe talk to a teacher that you trust? There are so many reasons to live heres a list of them: http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f11-d...-reasons-live/ Take a look at it, and if you want make a list of them for yourself to look at anytime you feel like this. There might be a ton of things that you realize that it is something to live for. Even the little things like the leaves changing or the smell after rain, could be something to live for.
Please stay safe. Im here anytime you want to talk. Stay strong.





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Re: Over feeling like this - September 13th 2012, 09:56 AM

That's fucking embarrassing. Everybody knows that I must've pressed the down button rather than scrolled normal to get the green smiling face. It was meant to be the sad or angry one, I can't remember which I set it as :/

I hate myself. FML.
Jay.


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