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Not sure wtf is going on. - September 18th 2012, 04:35 AM

I am laughing historically. I have completely lost it.

My life story. Ummm 0-9 I don't really know what happened there I don't remember any of it. At ten I was a happy child you know blah blah blah. 14.. I lost my friend Kari to suicide. I could deal with it. A few months afterwards my uncle died from cancer. I started to just think about how angry I was with this "god". How he made my life tragic? I guess I'm not really sure how to explain that.
A year or so later... My friend Jared also commented suicide by shooting himself. I had to be put on anti- depressants soon afterwards. About 7 months later... Fuck. I lost my great grandpa.. I'm not even sure how to describe is death. It was.. Awful. Well I started doing drugs and drinking a lot to suppress my emotions. Cigarettes. 3 packs a day if my wonderful girlfriend could buy them...
My junior year of highschool.. I was starting to come out of the drugs and everything. Well.. I had been hiding the fact from my best friend at that I was gay. So I really just wanted to get it off my chest. So I told her.. We haven't talked since. I went back to my friend nicotine and my other friend captain Morgan. My friend britni.. She died in a horrific motorcycle crash.. At the end of my junior year.
During this past summer I started to learn how to handle things well. I was off drugs and I didn't want alcohol. I was just being me. Me and my girlfriend were doing great and we could kiss and hug without feeling like something was coming between us. It wasn't fake. It wasn't a lie. Everything is going great.
August 31.. My girlfriend calls me and tells me that she needed to come over. I was like yes! (I was having a off day) she also told me she was bringing bad news. So I just told her to tell me over the phone..... Sorry... She tells me Patrick has drowned... Patrick is this boy I have been in love with for 6 years. He always listened. Even if it was boyfriend bull shit.. I can't hardly handle this... I have lost 8 of the closest people to me and I am laughing. What the fuck is wrong with me. I have had 2 failed suicide attempts. I don't know what to do I just want sme help.
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Re: Not sure wtf is going on. - September 18th 2012, 11:45 AM

Aww I am sorry for all your losses. What you need is to get all the pain off your chest. you need to see a therapist or something. Talking helps. If you want you could always PM me and Talk to me about how you feel about things. Just talking can help.

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