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It doesn't matter... - September 20th 2012, 04:12 AM

Only my damn education matters to my parents.

I've been slipping again. It won't matter when my grades come in that I'm depressed. I'll get yelled at if I try to explain.

They don't care that I'm having problems with my gender identity. They think ignoring it will make it go away.

My emotions don't matter, and they won't ever....

until I try again.

It won't matter when they see that I've started hurting myself again. It won't matter if they hear me cry myself to sleep. It won't matter until I've attempted suicide again. And even then, they may not care this time.

I can't talk to them about this. They'll tell me they're disappointed in me. They'll say they'll get me help but it'll never come. It'll only happen if I try again. And even if I do I'll probably get scolded the next time I do.

I just don't care anymore....


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