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I can't do this anymore - September 23rd 2012, 02:34 AM

Not sure if this is in the right section but...

I've just about had it with school. It's making me so depressed. According to the online grading system, I'm failing Latin and geometry. I'm sure the system is wrong, because homework, class participation, etc hasn't been added in yet. It's only basing my Latin grade off of two quizzes I took, which I failed. But the teacher drops the lowest quiz grade. But only one for the whole year. She also offers extra credit. Geometry is getting changed I think. I'm not sure.

My mom saw this and was pissed. She was crying too. She threatened to take me out of drama and chorus if my grades go down. Drama and chorus are the only things that make me happy in this life. They are the only reason I get up in the morning. I will just die if they both go away. I'm so depressed now. I just want to burst into tears. I wanna die, I want to run away, I want to punch things. I just don't want to live this life. I can't do it. About a decade of busting my ass. I can't take it anymore. I can't. I give up. I'm not even mad about my grades. I'm mad that I made my mom upset. I feel like I'm worthless. I feel like she doesn't love me. If I fail, I can't face her. If I fail, I seriously will run away. That or my mom will kick me out.

I know I sound kind of stupid now. I'll look back on this thread later and realize it was a mistake to post it. But I had to get my feelings out. I can't take it anymore. School is just too much for me. All the crap I worry about, all the things that make me cry, all my stress, depression, and anxiety relates to school. I can't take it. I'm so depressed. I just want to lay down and die.


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