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Angry Just feel so worthless - September 23rd 2012, 02:48 AM

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Do I even help people? I always try to put people before me, shrugging off my own baggage and then stifling them under a pile of dirt. I can't even deal with this worthlessness.

I'm a nobody, a face that nobody remembers. These days go by so slowly and I can't even fight these urges anymore. The selfharming is out because suicide is all I can think of. It's like nothing else will break that chain from over my eyes.

I don't know what else to do. My knowledge is limited, I can't help anybody, this site was a refuge, I could come to it and be able to see that other people are going through what I am, the emotions which fuel it all, maybe I should ust give up, once and for all. I've said it so many times maybe it is time for me to just walk away. I could get the worst diagnosis, or it could be gone. Would it really be able to disappear in a week? No. No. NO! FUCK THIS FEELING! FUCK THIS STUPID BLOOD CLOT! I WANT IT ALL TO FUCKING END!

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Re: Just feel so worthless - September 23rd 2012, 03:05 AM

jay just to let you know you arent worthless im sure that you have people that love you that dont need suicide you just need someone to talk to
   
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