TeenHelp
Support Forums Today's Posts

Get Advice Connect with TeenHelp Resources
HelpLINK Facebook     Twitter     Tumblr     Instagram    Hotlines    Safety Zone    Alternatives

You are not registered or have not logged in

Hello guest! (Not a guest? Log in above!)

As a guest on TeenHelp you are only able to use some of our site's features. By registering an account you will be able to enjoy unlimited access to our site, and will be able to:

  • Connect with thousands of teenagers worldwide by actively taking part in our Support Forums and Chat Room.
  • Find others with similar interests in our Social Groups.
  • Express yourself through our Blogs, Picture Albums and User Profiles.
  • And much much more!

Signing up is free, anonymous and will only take a few moments, so click here to register now!


Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

Closed Thread
 
Thread Tools Search this Thread
  (#1 (permalink)) Old
Kimberlyv2009 Offline
Member
Welcome me, I'm new!
*
 
Kimberlyv2009's Avatar
 
Age: 28

Posts: 21
Join Date: February 4th 2009

In need to vent! - September 23rd 2012, 04:32 AM

I don't know were I am going with this. If you don't wish to read this or even respond that is okay to. I am doing this for myself.

I really try to not ask for much in life. Out of life all I really want is to be Happy! Is that even to much to ask for? In life you will have your good and bad days. I am not perfect and neither is anyone else. I will be the first one to admit over the last couple of years I have came beyond far. If I could handle a job right now I would get one in a heart beat. If I could afford a car and move out, I would. But I am not able to right now. Right now my stress level has been high. I am done pushing myself to the extreme. I know my limits now and I will not exceed them. At night I never want to go to sleep. I don't want to sleep till morning. It seems to be even if I sleep at night I want to sleep all day. Boyfriend? Nah. I don't need one neither do I really want one. No more rushing into things with guys anymore. In life I would be happy with a car, and a job. I don't need a guy, family. Nothing extra to make me happy. That's all a plus. Mental Health Illness needs to be put behind me. I'm not that person you used to know. I am someone else. Someone who learned from her mistakes. Also to everyone who's in my life please don't lie to me. That's the worst thing you can do to me. I rather you tell me the truth and it hurt me then lie. For now on I am planning on keeping to myself. If one of my friends want to hang they can make the plans. I am tired of being the plan maker and the taxi driver. Not anymore. I share a car with my mom and it's not really reliable. I don't have the money to be driving all over and everything. You can say you don't need money to hang out but in reality you do for gas. Plus I have a shopping addiction. It's not a good thing at all and it is definately something that I know I need to work on. In the end what I am trying to say is I have been feeling rather DEPRESSED! Very much. Don't know who to go to sometime or where to go. I feel like there is no escape without someone bugging me. If I don't respond to someone they freak out and ask whats wrong, ur not urself. WELL YOU KNOW WHAT! I need time to myself. Please leave me alone.
Sincerely,
Kim

p.s. Thanks for listening to me if you did read this!
   
Closed Thread

Bookmarks

Tags
vent

Thread Tools Search this Thread
Search this Thread:

Advanced Search

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Trackbacks are Off
Pingbacks are Off
Refbacks are Off




All material copyright 1998-2018, TeenHelp.
Terms | Legal | Privacy | Conduct | Complaints

Powered by vBulletin®.
Copyright ©2000-2019, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search engine optimization by vBSEO.
Theme developed in association with vBStyles.