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Let me die - October 5th 2012, 05:20 AM

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I don't know what to do anymore! I hate going outside of the house because of the way I look. I hate thinking about cutting and suicide all the damn time. I hate laying in bed going through my options of suicide every damn night. It's really bad my grandma knows but yet there is nothing we can do!!! I'd be better off if I was dead. I haven't cut in a couple of months but god do I want too I trace lines on my skin with my scissors pretending to cut. I have an eating disorder but right now the pills I'm on make me eat and I can't stop so I am gaining weight and I am now obese. My grandma and I took myself off the pills because we both hate seeing me this unhappy. I hate going outside of my house and I only go out when I have to. God can I just die please


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Re: Let me die - October 6th 2012, 03:09 AM

Have you went to a doctor about these things? They might be able to help more than people on here can, especially with the pills.



I'm so tired of pretending everything's okay, my tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away.
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Re: Let me die - October 6th 2012, 12:18 PM

Hey I know how it feels to want to just give up... to think that you're better off gone... but it's not true. Just think about it: if everyone in the world was like a cog in a machine, without one piece, the whole machine would malfunction. Everyone is special and important in their own way. I see your signature thingy (idk what it's called) has lyrics from a Demi Lovato song. She's really inspiring and I have a quote from her - 'Everyone's perfect in unusual ways'.

Don't do anything rash ok? There will be a time for everyone to leave the world, but that time isn't now and it isn't in this way.

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Re: Let me die - October 6th 2012, 06:55 PM

Appearances don't matter, well they do to judgemental people. And of course extremities will be judged by 90% of the population, with the 10% being the most innocent and kindest of people.

However, I say to myself fuck that. I am extremely different, I'm one of the 15 (Only 5 Asian men) East Asians in my school, and I am quite struggling. I am of course noticed, constantly. And I am forever shy in my school. I'm noticed as something bad.
And that's why I'm struggling.

It's my personality, I'm very anti-social. It's not my looks at are affecting my misery

If you go out, go out with your soul. No one knows you, you are the sculptor of the clay.

Quite a bad comparison, cause I'm unhappy in the end, however, don't worry about it, you should leave the house if you want to.
Besides.. there are many things to fight for. Your family will react..... your friends.... everything, your giving up potential happiness. You shouldn't, well atleast I don't ever want to.


What lies ahead is unknown. However, in some times, I've sighted several smooth pavements. I myself am the mender of roads, and it is with these we work on.

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