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I hate myself and everything about me - October 20th 2012, 06:18 PM

First of all I'm new, and the reason I put "male advice preferred" is basically I know how different males and females react in these situations. Advice coming from a girl might be good for a girl but not a guy.

I am 6'2, and [EDIT]. I have absolutely no confidence. My parents are a contributing factor to that. They constantly compare me to my athletic cousins and most likely wish they had them for a son instead of me. They always yell at me about everything and make me feel like crap. I wake up everyday dreadful and I go to sleep crying everyday. I can't tell anyone about what goes on because as a guy, Ive been taught to hold everything in until it overflows and I do something very bad. I'm always angry or sad all the time. I've been trying for years to lose weight and nothing. I've considered to just stop eating and I haven't for a week now unless I am forced to. I feel that if I lose weight and gain muscle, people might like me better now that I'm not so hard to look at. That girls might feel some sort of attraction to me. I go to the gym three times a week and no results. I have no way of telling who are my friends and who is just using me. The second people get what they want out of me, they abandon me. It's because I'm nice but being the nice guy gets you nowhere. The biggest douchebags in my school gets whatever they want and nothing bad ever happens to them. They race in a neighborhood, nothing happens but I get hit pulling out of a parking space. Again I feel that things would go better for me if I could just lose weight. I would feel wanted by at least someone. My family wants me to just leave for college already. I feel completely alone and unimportant in this world. I don't know why I'm not dead yet. People usually wait till you're gone to care. I've contemplated suicide many times. It's. It not like I'm going to be anything to anybody. No loves me and no one ever will

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Re: I hate myself and everything about me - October 20th 2012, 07:35 PM

I can tell you right now that somebody out there will care. I'm going through a very difficult time myself. I'm glad you found this website just like I did, there are people here who will talk to you. I've met nothing but nice people here. None of these feelings will subside in a day though, but were all here to help. I'm new to the site as well. I know it's hard to not have your confidence be very high. I've always been the same way. Feel free to pm me if you want to!


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