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I want to end it all now - November 5th 2012, 01:49 AM

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If I new of a painless way to kill myself I would do it right now. I'm online looking up painless suicidal methods.
I'm sorry. I am so sorry. But I hurt too much. I don't have any control of my life and I get scared like that. My parents are suffocating me but I'm too scared to call any hotline. My parents shunned hotlines because they might get in trouble for homeschooling me or something. And I don't want my parents to get in trouble because of me.
I don't want to hurt anyone but I can't take this anymore. I can't even text my boyfriend because I'm not allowed and I'd hate for him to get in trouble on account of me.
GOD I don't know what to do! I don't want to kill myself but at the same time it's becoming too much! I just am so tired. So, so, so tired.
Please,
someone... help... I feel so powerless. There's no one to call. I don't have any friends or family to go to.


I tell people i'm
tired. But in reality

i'm just sad.

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Re: I want to end it all now - November 5th 2012, 02:58 AM

Hey Sarah, Your parents wouldn't get into trouble for homeschooling providing they've done everything correctly.

You don't need to want to think of killing yourself, its a waste of a beautiful life.
why can't you text your boyfriend? Why would he get in trouble?
Also, if you ring childline, which if you're 15 i believe you can depending where you're from. Childline don't show up on your phone bill either.

but trust me, there's never a decent reason to kill yourself..
What about friends?
Family?
Everyone that cares about you?

Also i can tell you that, you're a beautiful girl..
   
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Re: I want to end it all now - November 5th 2012, 03:40 AM

Let me talk to you, please don't do this. I know it hurts, probably really bad. Keep reaching out and keep pushing yourself. I've had the same feigns and I let them get the better of me, I threw away four years of sobriety and shot up again the other night. Do you know where I'm at now? I'm laid up in a hospital bed right now. My chest is in tremendous amounts of pain right now. I damaged my heart years ago doing this and went back. I was told I'm lucky I didn't die this time. But my heart is severely damaged and it's not likely that it will function the same again. Please please please don't throw your life away. You're young. Just keep pushing on.


Here's to you, fill the glass. Cuz the last few nights have kicked my ass.
   
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Re: I want to end it all now - November 5th 2012, 03:41 AM

Hey there
I just wanted you to know suicide is never the answer. I am going to PM you so we could talk about this more because I don't want you to give up on life so easily. I don't want you to give up at all, you deserve to live your life with happiness and times will get better. You may think that all is at loss but it will get better. I will PM you right now




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