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Lost all supports in my life - November 16th 2012, 05:54 AM

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Recently I graduated and moved onto college. Its been great but also my friend base just diminished and I find myself being so careful not to agitate and appease people (i didn't have many friends in HS) that I'm not making any new friends.

I hadn't been feeling suicidal in almost a year now. My best friend Ashley, who's on the site blocked me in everyday possible and there's no way to speak to her. The best friend I ever had just called out every fault I've ever had and began breaking what little relationship remained. All my romantic interests have rejected me in some way or another. There has been such a disconnect that he's attacking me on inaccurate assumptions/facts.

As soon as he, my last support system, my last friend, started in on me I really wanted to just put a gun to my head. Im afraid of another suicide because of the pain. But what's there to live for? Why not drink and take a header off a bridge?

Don't say it'll get better, because I've been riding on that throughout HS, and Im in college now and shit has only just gotten worse.


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Re: Lost all supports in my life - November 16th 2012, 11:19 AM

Hey there,

Suicide is never the answer, I attempted 31 days ago and it only caused pain, as you would know. There is always ways to fix this, you just need to find it. Maybe, join a club offered at the school, get involved in a sport of something so you have something in common with people, start conversations, make people laugh etc. It is hard but grow in that confidence and you'll rule the classes

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Re: Lost all supports in my life - November 16th 2012, 11:43 AM

Sorry to hear about Ashley and everything else.
As Jay said, suicide isn't the answer. There'll be more people in your life to make friends with that'll be there for you.
Just because you got rejected doesn't mean you'll always get rejected. Just keep your eyes open for friendly people with common interests.
What about finding some new hobbies? Biking, art, games. Something extra to do with free time to keep your mind off the bad things.
The rest of us on this site are here for you. We're here with infinite support. Feel free to PM/VM me. I'll be your friend. C:

Stay strong and hold your head up high. It'll all work out, you'll see.
   
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