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Russell's Birthday - December 24th 2012, 03:50 AM

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yesterday would have been Russell's birthday
He was the one who murdered his family then he commited suicide
I miss him more then anything
its my fault that he and his family are gone
it shouldnt have been him....it should have been me
i dont want to live anymore
im done...im sooooo beyond done
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Re: Russell's Birthday - December 24th 2012, 05:24 AM

Hi, Drew! I'm so sorry for your loss. Nobody's life is intended to end that way.

What would make your think it's your fault? How is it your fault? You can't put this blame on yourself.
I really think the best thing to do is go to his grave, and talk to him about how you're feeling. I know that may sound silly... But it helps bring a little peace in my opinion. Tell him you're sorry.

Afterwards, I think it'd be best to stay around family and friends for Christmas and the holidays, and after the holidays a therapist or counselor could really help you. Talk to family/friends about how you're feeling and the whole situation?

In the meantime, doing something to distract yourself or ease your mind could help. Like...
  • Take a warm bath to relax
  • Write a poem about your friend that expresses your feelings towards the situation
  • Write a story
  • Write down all your thoughts and feelings in a journal, even if they make no sense
  • Draw
  • Listen to Music
  • Play Games

Hope those help if you decide to try some out.

Just please always know that you're special and there's a reason why you're here on earth. We're all here for a reason and we really care about you. I know this may seem very painful right now but the pain won't always be this intense. It may take a bit but things will start to get better. You still have your whole life ahead of you and it'd be a shame to throw away your life and all the amazing moments ahead.

Realize that you are special.

I'm here for you if you need anything. Stay strong. <3
~ Christabel
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birthday, russell

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