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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

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I feel awful. - December 28th 2012, 03:01 AM

So low.
So suicidal.
Triggered.
Got called fat today. My worst fear.
Panic attacks.
I'm slipping and cant pick myself back up


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Re: I feel awful. - December 28th 2012, 03:12 AM

Hey Lynds, I know what it's like to be depressed sometimes. I also know you were diagnosed with Bipolar, how is your treatment going?

You're not fat, and most people who throw the insult around are just insecure (not always about body image either). I know this from experience with people, it isn't *really* about you.


Keep your head up and remember the positives, like having a job despite a rough economy, and how far you have come in your mental health treatment.


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Re: I feel awful. - December 28th 2012, 03:13 AM

Aw, Lynds. I'm sure you aren't actually fat. But I understand the negative comments having a bad effect on your self-esteem. I really do. Just try not to let it get to you. I agree with Julz, it isn't about you, it's about them.

Can you speak to a therapist? Your parents? A friend? It could definitely help you pick yourself back up.

I think you know this already and depression gets so in the way but, suicide really isn't the answer. Realize it and know it to yourself. Write on paper: "You are beautiful" several times and put the paper everywhere you put your personal items and such. Just a reminder and self-esteem booster to yourself. A great friend recommended that to me. Every night when you go to sleep, tell yourself "I'll wake up feeling beautiful today". Spoil yourself and take a nice bubble bath and have lots of coffee.

You are amazing
You are a wonderful person
You bring smiles to people's faces
You're a bright light on this earth
You are needed
You are special
You are beautiful
You need to pull off the mask blinding all that to yourself. I know it's hard being one with self-esteem problems so I know, it's easier done than said but you truly are a beautiful person. You deserve happiness and I know you can get through this and obtain that.

You can talk to me anytime you like.

Stay strong. <3

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Re: I feel awful. - December 28th 2012, 03:44 AM

Aww, gorgeous! You're not fat! Far from it!

You are so amazing, don't let others pull you down because they aren't worth your time!

Stay strong beautiful,

you can do it!

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Re: I feel awful. - December 28th 2012, 06:48 PM

I know how you feel! Comments that heart you like no other!
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Re: I feel awful. - December 28th 2012, 07:40 PM

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So low.
So suicidal.
Triggered.
Got called fat today. My worst fear.
Panic attacks.
I'm slipping and cant pick myself back up
Hey there.
You're better than this. I know you are. You're stronger. And you're not fat. Screw the person who said that, because they were just talking about themselves.
You can do this girl. You can pick yourself back up. You're beautiful no matter what anyone says, on the inside and out.

Don't let people ruin your day. They don't know you. They're just stupid.

You're wonderful just as you are. NEVER forget that.

Stay strong and fight those urges honey.
And, I'm always here for you. <3

~Kay.



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"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."


What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
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Re: I feel awful. - December 28th 2012, 07:53 PM

Don't listen to them, you're great just the way you are! If you ever need or want to talk I'm always here! Stay strong!
   
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