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i cant do this anymore..i really cant ...fuck this shit
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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - January 26th 2013, 09:04 AM

don't EVEN think of giving up . you have 2 ways to contact me if you need helpfeel free to contact me


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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - January 26th 2013, 02:02 PM

Drew... I just wanna say that the world would be a far worse place without you in it. Please don't give up because it's simply not worth it. Suicide causes so much pain to everyone around you. I believe you'll find that living is worth it, after you get past the darkness.

All these difficult things that we go through, equip us with the mental tools to get us through harder things. I believe that, and I believe it's worth getting through because there's so many great things to life that you haven't gotten to experience. You may not thinks so, but it's worth living.

Maybe a change in your routine would help? Take up a new hobby, get out more even if you don't feel like it? A change in pace, and getting yourself moving is important. So is distracting yourself from all the dark emotions. Maybe write a poem, a song, or just write down all your thoughts down in a journal, to help express your feelings? Listen to music, watch a comedy TV show or movie to have a few laughs.

Live for the future. Please hang in there. I really think you should call a hotline if you feel suicidal. Or talk with family/friends or a counselor. You're worth it... You have a purpose and you're here on this earth for a reason.

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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - January 27th 2013, 05:27 AM

i cant believe people would question my painful past..and then accuse me of lying about it....

i just want out...really really bad right now
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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - January 27th 2013, 05:30 AM

who thinks you are lying? you are not giving up


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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - January 27th 2013, 11:47 AM

Who says you're lying? I didn't question that. You can do this. <3

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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - January 28th 2013, 04:00 AM

its no one from here thats making these accustions against me...
its from another site that i belong too....

you guys shouldnt worry about me..i wont be here much longer
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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - January 28th 2013, 04:03 AM

Drew! Hey man, dude don't put your worth in other people's judgements against you. Who are they to judge how you are? Live your life and pursue your dreams in a loving way to others and this life will be fulfilling to you! You are here for a reason! You got this!
   
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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - January 28th 2013, 04:45 AM

Hey, you can do this! We're all here to support you, and we would feel terrible if you left us. You ARE strong enough to get through this, and don't listen to anyone who accuses you of something you didn't do. Live your life. You have so much to live for! Just think about your future, 10 or 20 or 30 years from now - you could have jobs, children, grandchildren, and so many other things ahead of you. You don't want to miss that!

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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - January 28th 2013, 08:55 AM

Oh Drew I'm sorry people are making these claims against you!

Please stay strong!

It would kill me to know something happened to you mate

I love you bro, don't give up.

Keep living life, it'll end, this pain you're having WILL end!

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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - January 29th 2013, 12:43 AM

Drew, Please please please stay safe. If people are making accusations about you on another site then don't be on that site, they don't make your life better in any way. You mean a lot to me, if i found out you had killed yourself, i don't know what i'd do with myself. I would be devastated, it would kill me inside knowing that. Stay strong. You can email or PM me anytime.





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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - January 29th 2013, 04:57 AM

i just wanted to say to all of you here..that i love you all

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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - January 29th 2013, 05:09 AM

Drew don't you dare! I love you bro! I want you to call an ambulance right this minute!

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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - January 29th 2013, 08:59 AM

Please call 911 or a hotline. Don't do this. <3 You can make it through this.

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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - January 30th 2013, 05:12 AM

im soooo sorry....i have been hurt too many times by people....i cant trust anyone anymore

i guess tonight is the night.....

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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - January 30th 2013, 10:51 AM

drew don't you dare do anything please call someone so we know that you are safe


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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - February 3rd 2013, 05:46 AM

i have my plan,im sorry
sorry for dragging you all into my fucked up life
i have too many demons....
i wouldnt wish what happened to me on any of you
what happened to me is my fault...
u shouldnt worry about me
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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - February 3rd 2013, 05:48 AM

where do you live i will call you an ambulance right now?


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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - February 3rd 2013, 07:09 AM

Drew, I promise you that you deserve to be happy and that it will get better. I PROMISE you this! But right now you need to call someone ASAP (an ambulance or someone you trust). You need to calm down a little. Being near others may help as well. If nothing else, PM me. I'll listen all night if that's what it takes to help you get through this. (since I can't physically hug you, I'm going to hug my computer instead) All of us are here for you!


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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - February 3rd 2013, 07:28 AM

Also, please follow this link. It may help.
http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f11-d...-reasons-live/


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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - February 4th 2013, 04:21 AM

Drew, you shouldn't let what others say get to you. Even if they call you a liar, you know the truth. There are people who believe you, and believe in you. The world would not be the same without you, please stay strong.


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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - February 7th 2013, 03:53 AM

i got everything that i need to do this
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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - February 7th 2013, 04:03 AM

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I care so much about you. You have never been a bad friend, you have helped me, you been there for me plenty of times. You are one of the sweetest people i know. please stay safe. Please. Im begging you. There are so many things to live for. PM anytime. <3
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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - February 7th 2013, 05:53 AM

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You know how much I care for you! I'd feel so guilty if you ever did something because I wasn't able to help you

Please, call somebody! Call anyone, I want you to be okay.

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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - February 8th 2013, 06:57 AM

i love you guys so much
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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - February 8th 2013, 06:27 PM

That's impossible for us! Look, please. We obviously care about you, you matter. It'd be horrible if you were to go through with this. Please call 911 if you begin to go through with it, please. I think later in the future you'd be thankful for not ending your life. There are good things in life, ya' know. Please.

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Re: i cant do it...i just cant - February 10th 2013, 05:02 AM

i know you guys care about and want to help
but i cant go on living
you guys have problems of your own
i should shut up now*cries*
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