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I want to kill myself - February 5th 2013, 05:03 PM

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I'm tired of life i'm tired of craving self harm....sometimes i just want to cut my wrists and watch the blood flow from them ...right now i really do want to do that but i have nothing to do that with which is a good thing. I've been in and out of the hospital 7 times for suicidal thinking. I just need help....

Last year i was raped continuously by a man 12 years older than me. For 4 months i was sexually abused by him and my sister. A freaking huge betrayal from my sister who i loved dearly. ( not anymore) he's in jail now though for 10-15 years.

I'm tired of feeling ashamed about it....i just want to end my life....

If you want to you can listen to papa roach last resort and you can see exactly how i feel.




Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.

Tired of living and scared of dying.

Stop the world I wanna get off.
   
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Re: I want to kill myself - February 17th 2013, 11:45 PM

Please don't hurt yourself.
And don't feel ashamed. It's not your fault you were raped. It's in no way, shape, or form your fault. Keep living. Keep breathing.

Call out to God. What can you lose?
Please get help. God does not want to see you kill yourself. It would be like watching your child shoot himself, knowing all too well that he chose death over life and death over being with you. God sees too much of this already.

Please don't kill yourself. Suicide hotline is 1-800-273-8255, in the US. Google the number if you live somewhere else.

Please don't give in to the temptation. That's just what the devil wants...
Stay strong.
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"Be strong and bold; have no fear or dread of them, because it is the LORD your God who goes with you; he will not fail you or forsake you." (Deut. 31:6 NRSV of the Bible)
   
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Re: I want to kill myself - February 19th 2013, 02:27 PM

I'm just tired of feeling lonely..like no one understands what I've gone through. I just want to end it.




Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.

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Stop the world I wanna get off.
   
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Re: I want to kill myself - February 19th 2013, 02:55 PM

I ahd a looong help message but somehow it didnt post, pm me please im willing to help
   
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