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i can't do this. - February 9th 2013, 11:47 PM

i seriously cannot go on anymore.
nobody cares.


all i want is a place to call my own and
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
woah,
you know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low.

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Re: i can't do this. - February 10th 2013, 12:09 AM

Darling, I care Lots of people here care about you, plus you've helped many people here. You matter, you're important and cared for. What's wrong, hun?

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Re: i can't do this. - February 10th 2013, 12:46 AM

I don't feel like I matter.
I got into a huge fight with one of my friends and now they refuse to talk to me.
I don't have anyone who can or should support me.
I don't want to be here anymore.


all i want is a place to call my own and
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
woah,
you know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low.

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Re: i can't do this. - February 10th 2013, 04:52 AM

I'm so sorry about the fight with your friend. What was it about? Can you two make up and apologize? Are there people on campus you can talk to?

I know things seem hard but you gotta remember that things do get better, even if you don't believe they will. Please hang in there. <3

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Re: i can't do this. - February 10th 2013, 05:26 PM

It was basically over how I felt he had been treating me, but he doesn't see it as an issue. So we got into a huge fight over it, and I don't know. I'm not very open about my depression or that I've been going through it, so nobody really knows, except one of my professors and I can't really use him as a support system...so it really leaves me with nobody.

I know that maybe things will eventually get better but it really doesn't feel like it will at the moment, and I don't know how much more pain and struggle I can take at the moment...


all i want is a place to call my own and
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
woah,
you know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low.

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Re: i can't do this. - February 11th 2013, 12:17 AM

I'm so sorry about the fight. How come you can't talk to your professor as a support system?

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Re: i can't do this. - February 11th 2013, 02:09 AM

I guess I see that as more of a professional relationship, where it wouldn't be appropriate.
I honestly just don't know what to do, I've fallen so far behind in all of my classes, which isn't okay. I'm not sure how to motivate myself to go to class and do the work


all i want is a place to call my own and
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
woah,
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Re: i can't do this. - February 11th 2013, 03:17 AM

i just, i don't know what to do.
this isn't who i am, and out of the eight years i've dealt with this, i don't think i have ever been this bad.
i've always had symptoms of depression, but i feel like i struggle with every single one of them now, and not just a couple of them.
all i want to do is sleep or be by myself, i leave my room for meals.
i don't want to be around my friends - i'll ditch them or i'll "suffer" through being with them.
i don't want to do anything enjoyable - all i want to do is sleep, eat, listen to music, and maybe check my fb.
i have persistent negative thoughts that i cannot get away from.
i've missed classes before, but i've never missed weeks at a time or not did any of my work because i just didn't care anymore.
i'm prone to horrible bouts of anger over really small things - example: somebody not getting a question that i asked them about a paper for class, instead of trying to rephrase the question, i just got really upset/mad and couldn't respond to them because i couldn't think straight.
which brings me to my next point of everything is bothering me, somebody can look at me the wrong way and i'll be offended.
i can't open up, nobody can help.
but if i bottle it up, i'm afraid i'll make unhealthy choices in the future regarding how i try to 'solve' the issue.
i feel like i've fallen off of a cliff and i'm just falling and falling, with nothing to grab onto and i'm waiting to hit rock bottom...


all i want is a place to call my own and
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
woah,
you know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low.

<3
   
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