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this is what living like this does.... </3 - February 20th 2013, 06:09 AM

i can't do this anymore, i cannot keep feeling like this.
i can't take the constant and consistent pain that i feel and that nobody understands.
i can't keep losing everything and everyone.
i don't want to go on anymore.
i'm scared to die.
but i don't want to keep living like this either.

all i want is a place to call my own and
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
you know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low.

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Re: this is what living like this does.... </3 - February 20th 2013, 07:20 PM

Hey there Sammie.
I understand.
I get it.
Because I've been where you are.

I understand the hurt and the pain and feeling like no one gets it and like no one could ever possibly get it.
But people understand.
I do.
I understand the feeling of wondering why you have to lose everything and everyone that's precious to you.

I get it.

And if you'll let me, I'll be there for you.
Suicide isn't the way out.
It never is.
You're not a coward.
And suicide is the coward's answer.
You're strong, and beautiful and wise.
Believe me, it's true.
You just have to believe in yourself.
Even if no one else does.
But, I believe in you.
I do.
But even if no one in real life believes in you, then you gotta keep going.
It's hurt and pain and failing that's made some of the biggest successes.
So don't focus on the pain.
Don't focus on the hurt.
Focus on YOU.
On finding your purpose.
On finding who you're meant to be.
And find a way to be who you are, and not let anyone tell you you can't be who you are.
Because who you are is strong, and wonderful.

Please don't hesitate to reach out to me, I'm here.


So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.

Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."

What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
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Re: this is what living like this does.... </3 - February 20th 2013, 10:37 PM

Hey, Sammi!

Suicide isn't the answer. I know you've been told that a lot, but it's true. I realize that you feel it's the only way out, but please, the only way to get to recovery island is to sail through the thunderstorm and accept friends on board. I just want you to know you can PM/VM me anytime.

Stay Strong, we're cheering for you <3
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